"2nd May. It is all true--Mrs St. Felix has a letter from Mr
Sommerville, stating that Janet was brought up to town and married to
Lord --- two days ago. It appears, that from the time that I repulsed
his attentions, he fixed them upon Janet; that she encouraged him, and
used to meet him every night, as Mrs St. Felix was informed. Mr
Sommerville has seen his father, and fully exculpated himself; but the
Marquess declares, as his son is a minor, that the marriage shall not
be binding. How it will end Heaven only knows; but she is much to be
pitied. This will account for her not coming to me as usual. Now,
Tom, I do not suppose you will pay attention to me at present, but
from what I knew of Janet, and which her conduct has fully proved, she
was not worthy to be your wife, and could not have contributed to your
happiness. I pity you from my heart, as I know what you will feel;
but still I congratulate you, and eventually you will congratulate
yourself at your fortunate escape.
"I will say no more at present, except that I am, and ever will be,
"Your truly attached sister,
"VIRGINIA."
I had courage to finish the letter, and then it dropped from my hands.
I was bewildered, stupefied, maddened. As my sister said, I did indeed
feel. Was it possible? Janet, who had--mercy on me! I threw myself on
the bed, and there I remained till the next morning in a state most
pitiable.
It is only those who have been deceived in their first attachment who
can appreciate my agony of feeling. For the first few hours I hated the
whole world, and, had then the means been at hand, should in all
probability have hastened into another; but gradually my excitement
abated; I found relief in tears of sorrow and indignation. I arose at
daylight the next morning, worn out with contending feelings, heavy and
prostrated in mind. I went out--stood on the beach, the keen breeze
cooled my fevered cheek. For hours I leant motionless upon an anchor,
all hope of future happiness abandoned for ever.
CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT.
WHICH IS ALL ABOUT LOVE--BRAMBLE CONFIDES TO ME ALL HIS ACQUAINTANCE
WITH THE TENDER PASSION.
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