"No, Spicer, but perhaps I can tell you of sins which you yourself are
not aware of. But first answer me--you know that you cannot live long,
Spicer; will you acknowledge that what I state is correct, should it
really be so?"
"I give you my word, that if you tell me anything about me which is
true, I will freely acknowledge it; so now, Mr Fortune-teller, here's
my hand--it may be useful, you know, in helping your discovery."
"I do not want your hand, Spicer;--now hear me. Is not your name
James?--and were you not born at Tynemouth?"
Spicer started. "How did you find that out? Well, Tom, it is so, and
what then?"
"As you told me yourself, although I knew it before, your father was
lost at sea about the time that you were born. Spicer, I know how you
left your mother, and how you returned from _you know where_--how you
robbed her of every farthing, and left her again destitute and in
misery. Is there nothing to repent of in that, Spicer?"
"Who the devil--"
"Nay, Spicer, the devil has had nothing to do with the discovery."
"Strange, strange indeed," muttered Spicer; "but still, it is true."
"Spicer, you know best how your life was passed from that time until you
came into the hospital; but it was to be hoped, that when laid up to
rest in this haven, after such a stormy life, you would have amended
your life; but what have you done?"
"And what have I done?"
"What would have brought you to the gallows if I had not held my tongue.
You attempted to murder the old woman to obtain her money, and, in
escaping, you received the wound which soon will bring you to your
grave."
"What proofs?"
"Every proof: your stump struck me in the face when you rushed out--the
button was off your coat the next morning when I met you--I had every
proof, and, had I chosen, would have sworn on the Bible to your having
been the party."
"Well, I'll not deny it--why should I, when I cannot be taken out of
this bed to be tried, even if you wished? Have you more to say?"
"Yes, more."
"I doubt it."
"Then hear me. The poor woman whom you would have murdered, whom I
found at her last gasp, and with difficulty restored to consciousness,
that poor woman, Spicer, is _your own mother_!"
"God of Heaven!" exclaimed he, covering his face.
"Yes, Spicer, your fond indulgent mother, who thinks that you suffered
the penalty of the law many years ago, and whose energies have been
crushed by the supposed unhappy fate of her still loved and lamented
son. Spicer, this is all true, and have you now nothing to repent of?"
"I thought her dead, long dead. God, I thank Thee that I did not the
deed; and, Jack, I am really grateful to you for having prevented it.
Poor old woman!--yes, she did love me, and how cruelly I treated her!--
and she is then still alive, and thinks that I was hanged--yes, I
recollect now, she must think so. Oh! my brain, my brain!"
"Spicer, I must leave you now."
"Don't leave me, Jack--yes, do,--come to-morrow morning."
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