Clara was not very happy in the Woodburn household, but on the
other hand, was not very unhappy. She attended to her studies at the
University passably well and in the late afternoons took a walk with a
girl classmate, attended a matinee at the theater, or read a book. In
the evening she sat with her aunt and uncle until she could no longer
bear the silence, and then went to her own room, where she studied
until it was time to go to bed. Now and then she went with the two older
people to a social affair at the church, of which Henderson Woodburn
was treasurer, or accompanied them to dinners at the homes of other
well-to-do and respectable business men. On several occasions young men,
sons of the people with whom the Woodburns dined, or students at the
university, came in the evening to call. On such an occasion Clara and
the young man sat in the parlor of the house and talked. After a time
they grew silent and embarrassed in each other's presence. From the next
room Clara could hear the rustling of the papers containing the columns
of figures over which her uncle was at work. Her aunt's knitting needles
clicked loudly. The young man told a tale of some football game, or if
he had already gone out into the world, talked of his experiences as a
traveler selling the wares manufactured or merchandized by his father.
Such visits all began at the same hour, eight o'clock, and the young man
left the house promptly at ten. Clara grew to feel that she was being
merchandized and that they had come to look at the goods. One evening
one of the men, a fellow with laughing blue eyes and kinky yellow hair,
unconsciously disturbed her profoundly. All the evening he talked just
as the others had talked and got out of his chair to go away at the
prescribed hour. Clara walked with him to the door. She put out her
hand, which he shook cordially. Then he looked at her and his eyes
twinkled. “I've had a good time,” he said. Clara had a sudden and almost
overpowering desire to embrace him. She wanted to disturb his assurance,
to startle him by kissing him on the lips or holding him tightly in
her arms. Shutting the door quickly, she stood with her hand on the
door-knob, her whole body trembling. The trivial by-products of her
age's industrial madness went on in the next room. The sheets of paper
rustled and the knitting needles clicked. Clara thought she would like
to call the young man back into the house, lead him to the room where
the meaningless industry went endlessly on and there do something that
would shock them and him as they had never been shocked before. She ran
quickly upstairs. “What is getting to be the matter with me?” she asked
herself anxiously.
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