On the September evening, however, the gray gelding had behind him such
a load as he had never carried before. The two people in the buggy on
that evening were not foolish, meandering sweethearts, thinking only
of love, and allowing themselves to be influenced in their mood by the
beauty of the night, the softness of the black shadows in the road, and
the gentle night winds that crept down over the crests of hills. They
were solid business men, mentors of the new age, the kind of men who,
in the future of America and perhaps of the whole world, were to be the
makers of governments, the molders of public opinion, the owners of the
press, the publishers of books, buyers of pictures, and in the goodness
of their hearts, the feeders of an occasional starving and improvident
poet, lost on other roads. In any event the two men sat in the buggy and
the gray gelding meandered along through the hills. Great splashes of
moonlight lay in the road. By chance it was on the same evening that
Clara Butterworth left home to become a student in the State University.
Remembering the kindness and tenderness of the rough old farm hand, Jim
Priest, who had brought her to the station, she lay in her berth in the
sleeping car and looked out at the roads, washed with moonlight, that
slid away into the distance like ghosts. She thought of her father on
that night and of the misunderstanding that had grown up between them.
For the moment she was tender with regrets. “After all, Jim Priest and
my father must be a good deal alike,” she thought. “They have lived on
the same farm, eaten the same food; they both love horses. There can't
be any great difference between them.” All night she thought of the
matter. An obsession, that the whole world was aboard the moving train
and that, as it ran swiftly along, it was carrying the people of the
world into some strange maze of misunderstanding, took possession of
her. So strong was it that it affected her deeply buried unconscious
self and made her terribly afraid. It seemed to her that the walls of
the sleeping-car berth were like the walls of a prison that had shut her
away from the beauty of life. The walls seemed to close in upon her.
The walls, like life itself, were shutting in upon her youth and her
youthful desire to reach a hand out of the beauty in herself to the
buried beauty in others. She sat up in the berth and forced down a
desire in herself to break the car window and leap out of the swiftly
moving train into the quiet night bathed with moonlight. With girlish
generosity she took upon her own shoulders the responsibility for the
misunderstanding that had grown up between herself and her father. Later
she lost the impulse that led her to come to that decision, but during
that night it persisted. It was, in spite of the terror caused by the
hallucination regarding the moving walls of the berth that seemed about
to crush her and that came back time after time, the most beautiful
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