Embarrassed by his own words, Tom talked to cover his embarrassment.
Something he wanted very much to say got itself said. “I'm glad you
went to school and fitted yourself to be a lady,” he began. “I want you
should marry pretty soon now. I don't know whether you met any one at
school there or not. If you did and he's all right, it's all right with
me. I don't want you should marry an ordinary man, but a smart one, an
educated man, a gentleman. We Butterworths are going to be bigger and
bigger people here. If you get married to a good man, a smart one, I'll
build a house for you; not just a little house but a big place, the
biggest place Bidwell ever seen.” They came to the farm and Tom stopped
the buggy in the road. He shouted to a man in the barnyard who came
running for her bags. When she had got out of the buggy he immediately
turned the horse about and drove rapidly away. Her aunt, a large, moist
woman, met her on the steps leading to the front door, and embraced
her warmly. The words her father had just spoken ran a riotous course
through Clara's brain. She realized that for a year she had been
thinking of marriage, had been wanting some man to approach and talk of
marriage, but she had not thought of the matter in the way her father
had put it. The man had spoken of her as though she were a possession
of his that must be disposed of. He had a personal interest in her
marriage. It was in someway not a private matter, but a family affair.
It was her father's idea, she gathered, that she was to go into marriage
to strengthen what he called his position in the community, to help him
be some vague thing he called a big man. She wondered if he had some one
in mind and could not avoid being a little curious as to who it could
be. It had never occurred to her that her marriage could mean anything
to her father beyond the natural desire of the parent that his child
make a happy marriage. She began to grow angry at the thought of the way
in which her father had approached the subject, but was still curious to
know whether he had gone so far as to have some one in mind for the role
of husband, and thought she would try to find out from her aunt. The
strange farm hand came into the house with her bags and she followed him
upstairs to what had always been her own room. Her aunt came puffing at
her heels. The farm hand went away and she began to unpack, while the
older woman, her face very red, sat on the edge of the bed. “You ain't
been getting engaged to a man down there where you been to school, have
you, Clara?” she asked.
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