On a warm spring Sunday night during the year in which Clara Butterworth
came back to Bidwell to live, Hugh made what was for him an almost
desperate effort to approach the school teacher. It had been a rainy
afternoon and Hugh had spent a part of it in the house. He came over
from his shop at noon and went to his room. When she was at home the
school teacher occupied a room next his own. The mother who seldom left
the house had on that day gone to the country to visit a brother. The
daughter got dinner for herself and Hugh and he tried to help her wash
the dishes. A plate fell out of his hands and its breaking seemed to
break the silent, embarrassed mood that had possession of them. For a
few minutes they were children and acted like children. Hugh picked
up another plate and the school teacher told him to put it down. He
refused. “You're as awkward as a puppy. How you ever manage to do
anything over at that shop of yours is more than I know.”
Hugh tried to keep hold of the plate which the school teacher tried to
snatch away and for a few minutes they struggled laughing. Her cheeks
were flushed and Hugh thought she looked bewitching. An impulse he
had never had before came to him. He wanted to shout at the top of his
lungs, throw the plate at the ceiling, sweep all of the dishes off the
table and hear them crash on the floor, play like some huge animal
loose in a tiny world. He looked at Rose and his hands trembled from the
strength of the strange impulse. As he stood staring she took the plate
out of his hand and went into the kitchen. Not knowing what else to do
he put on his hat and went for a walk. Later he went to the shop and
tried to work, but his hand trembled when he tried to hold a tool and
the hay-loading apparatus on which he was at work seemed suddenly a very
trivial and unimportant thing.
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