They came to the bridge near where the road turned and led to her
father's house. It was the same bridge to which she had come with the
school teacher and to which John May had followed, looking for a fight.
Clara stopped. She did not want any one at the house to know that Hugh
had walked home with her. “Father is so set on my getting married, he
would go to see him to-morrow,” she thought. She put her arms upon the
rail of the bridge and bending over buried her face between them. Hugh
stood behind her, turning his head from side to side and rubbing his
hands on his trouser legs, beside himself with embarrassment. There was
a flat, swampy field beside the road and not far from the bridge, and
after a moment of silence the voices of a multitude of frogs broke the
stillness. Hugh became overwhelmingly sad. The notion that he was a big
man and deserved to have a woman to live with and understand him went
entirely away. For the moment he wanted to be a boy and put his head on
the shoulder of the woman. He did not look at Clara but at himself.
In the dim light his hands, nervously fumbling about, his long,
loosely-put-together body, everything connected with his person, seemed
ugly and altogether unattractive. He could see the woman's small firm
hands that lay on the railing of the bridge. They were, he thought, like
everything connected with her person, shapely and beautiful, just as
everything connected with his own person was unshapely and ugly.
Clara aroused herself from the meditative mood that had taken possession
of her, and after shaking Hugh's hand and explaining that she did not
want him to go further went away. When he thought she had quite gone she
came back. “You'll hear I was engaged to that Alfred Buckley who has got
into trouble and has been arrested,” she said. Hugh did not reply and
her voice became sharp and a little challenging. “You'll hear we were
going to be married. I don't know what you'll hear. It's a lie,” she
said and turning, hurried away.
CHAPTER XV
Hugh and Clara were married in less than a week after their first walk
together. A chain of circumstances touching their two lives hurled them
into marriage, and the opportunity for the intimacy with a woman for
which Hugh so longed came to him with a swiftness that made him fairly
dizzy.
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