the farmhouse and who were to make the old house ring with laughter. The
children ran toward her with outstretched hands, but never arrived at
the house. The bridge extended itself. It stretched out under their feet
so that they ran forward forever on the bridge.
And behind the children came men and women, sometimes together,
sometimes walking alone. They did not seem like the children to belong
to her. Like the women who came to touch her hot forehead, they were
beautifully gowned and walked with stately dignity.
The child climbed out of the window and stood on the kitchen floor. Her
mother hurried about. She was feverishly active and often did not hear
when the child spoke. “I want to know about my brothers and sisters:
where are they, why don't they come here?” she asked, but the mother did
not hear, and if she did, had nothing to say. Sometimes she stopped to
kiss the child and tears came to her eyes. Then something cooking on the
kitchen stove demanded attention. “You run outside,” she said hurriedly,
and turned again to her work.
* * * * *
From the chair where Clara sat at the wedding feast provided by the
energy of her father and the enthusiasm of Jim Priest, she could see
over her father's shoulder into the farm house kitchen. As when she was
a child, she closed her eyes and dreamed of another kind of feast.
With a growing sense of bitterness she realized that all her life, all
through her girlhood and young womanhood, she had been waiting for this,
her wedding night, and that now, having come, the occasion for which she
had waited so long and concerning which she had dreamed so many dreams,
had aborted into an occasion for the display of ugliness and vulgarity.
Her father, the only other person in the room in any way related to
her, sat at the other end of the long table. Her aunt had gone away on
a visit, and in the crowded, noisy room there was no woman to whom she
could turn for understanding. She looked past her father's shoulder and
directly into the wide window seat where she had spent so many hours of
her childhood. Again she wanted brothers and sisters. “The beautiful men
and women of the dreams were meant to come at this time, that's what
the dreams were about; but, like the unborn children that ran with
outstretched hands, they cannot get over the bridge and into the house,”
she thought vaguely. “I wish Mother had lived, or that Kate Chanceller
were here,” she whispered to herself as, raising her eyes, she looked at
her father.
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