In the big room three or four cooks were busily engaged in the
preparation of food, and waitresses continually brought steaming dishes
and put them on the tables. She thought of her mother's life, the life
led in that room, married to the man who was her own father and who no
doubt, but for the fact that circumstances had made him a man of wealth,
would have been satisfied to see his daughter led into just such another
life.
“Kate was right about men. They want something from women, but what do
they care what kind of lives we lead after they get what they want?” she
thought grimly.
The more to separate herself from the feasting, laughing crowd, Clara
tried to think out the details of her mother's life. “It was the life
of a beast,” she thought. Like herself, her mother had come to the
house with her husband on the night of her marriage. There was just such
another feast. The country was new then and the people for the most part
desperately poor. Still there was drinking. She had heard her father and
Jim Priest speak of the drinking bouts of their youth. The men came
as they had come now, and with them came women, women who had been
coarsened by the life they led. Pigs were killed and game brought from
the forests. The men drank, shouted, fought, and played practical jokes.
Clara wondered if any of the men and women in the room would dare go
upstairs into her sleeping room and tie knots in her night clothes. They
had done that when her mother came to the house as a bride. Then they
had all gone away and her father had taken his bride upstairs. He was
drunk, and her own husband Hugh was now getting drunk. Her mother had
submitted. Her life had been a story of submission. Kate Chanceller had
said it was so married women lived, and her mother's life had proven
the truth of the statement. In the farmhouse kitchen, where now three or
four cooks worked so busily, she had worked her life out alone. From the
kitchen she had gone directly upstairs and to bed with her husband. Once
a week on Saturday afternoons she went into town and stayed long enough
to buy supplies for another week of cooking. “She must have been kept
going until she dropped down dead,” Clara thought, and her mind taking
another turn, added, “and many others, both men and women, must have
been forced by circumstances to serve my father in the same blind way.
It was all done in order that prosperity and money with which to do
vulgar things might be his.”
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