Back of these figures were other figures, long forgotten but now sharply
remembered--farm girls who had come to work by the day; tramps who had
been fed at the kitchen door; young farm hands who suddenly disappeared
from the routine of the farm's life and were never seen again, a young
man with a red bandana handkerchief about his neck who had thrown her a
kiss as she stood with her face pressed against a window.
Once a high school girl from town had come to spend the night with
Clara. After the evening meal the two girls walked into the kitchen
and stood by a window, looking out. Something had happened within them.
Moved by a common impulse they went outside and walked for a long way
under the stars along the silent country roads. They came to a field
where men were burning brush. Where there had been a forest there was
now only a stump field and the figures of the men carrying armloads of
the dry branches of trees and throwing them on the fire. The fire made
a great splash of color in the gathering darkness and for some obscure
reason both girls were deeply moved by the sight, sound, and perfume of
the night. The figures of the men seemed to dance back and forth in
the light. Instinctively Clara turned her face upward and looked at
the stars. She was conscious of them and of their beauty and the wide
sweeping beauty of night as she had never been before. A wind began
to sing in the trees of a distant forest, dimly seen far away across
fields. The sound was soft and insistent and crept into her soul. In
the grass at her feet insects sang an accompaniment to the soft, distant
music.
How vividly Clara now remembered that night! It came sharply back as
she stood with closed eyes in the farm kitchen and waited for the
consummation of the adventure on which she had set out. With it came
other memories. “How many fleeting dreams and half visions of beauty I
have had!” she thought.
Everything in life that she had thought might in some way lead toward
beauty now seemed to Clara to lead to ugliness. “What a lot I've
missed,” she muttered, and opening her eyes went back into the
dining-room and spoke to Hugh, still standing and staring out into the
darkness.
“Come,” she said sharply, and led the way up a stairway. The two went
silently up the stairs, leaving the lights burning brightly in the rooms
below. They came to a door leading to a bedroom, and Clara opened it.
“It's time for a man and his wife to go to bed,” she said in a low,
husky voice. Hugh followed her into the room. He walked to a chair by a
window and sitting down, took off his shoes and sat holding them in his
hand. He did not look at Clara but into the darkness outside the window.
Clara let down her hair and began to unfasten her dress. She took off
an outer dress and threw it over a chair. Then she went to a drawer
and pulling it out looked for a night dress. She became angry and threw
several garments on the floor. “Damn!” she said explosively, and went
out of the room.
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