Many of the workmen were husbands, fathers of families. In the morning
they left their houses gladly but nevertheless came somewhat reluctantly
to the shop. As they came along the street, past other houses, they
smoked a morning pipe. Groups were formed. Many legs straggled along
the street. At the door of the shop each man stopped. There was a sharp
tapping sound. Pipe bowls were knocked out against the door sill. Before
he came into the shop, each man looked out across the open country that
stretched away to the north.
For a week Hugh had been married to a woman who had not yet become his
wife. She belonged, still belonged, to a world he had thought of as
outside the possibilities of his life. Was she not young, strong,
straight of body? Did she not array herself in what seemed unbelievably
beautiful clothes? The clothes she wore were a symbol of herself. For
him she was unattainable.
And yet she had consented to become his wife, had stood with him before
a man who had said words about honor and obedience.
Then there had come the two terrible evenings--when he had gone back to
the farmhouse with her to find the wedding feast set in their honor,
and that other evening when old Tom had brought him to the farmhouse
a defeated, frightened man who hoped the woman would put out her hand,
would reassure him.
Hugh was sure he had missed the great opportunity of his life. He had
married, but his marriage was not a marriage. He had got himself into
a position from which there was no possibility of escaping. “I'm a
coward,” he thought, looking at the other workmen in the shop. They,
like himself, were married men and lived in a house with a woman. At
night they went boldly into the presence of the woman. He had not done
that when the opportunity offered, and Clara could not come to him. He
could understand that. His hands had builded a wall and the passing days
were huge stones put on top of the wall. What he had not done became
every day a more and more impossible thing to do.
Tom, having taken Hugh back to Clara, was still concerned over the
outcome of their adventure. Every day he came to the shop and in the
evening came to see them at the farmhouse. He hovered about, was like a
mother bird whose offspring had been prematurely pushed out of the nest.
Every morning he came into the shop to talk with Hugh. He made jokes
about married life. Winking at a man standing nearby he put his hand
familiarly on Hugh's shoulder. “Well, how does married life go? It seems
to me you're a little pale,” he said laughing.
In the evening he came to the farmhouse and sat talking of his affairs,
of the progress and growth of the town and his part in it. Without
hearing his words both Clara and Hugh sat in silence, pretending to
listen, glad of his presence.
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