“It's a game that only gets you into trouble and debt,” he
said to his friend John Clark, the banker. “Let other men own the horses
and go broke racing them. I'll go to the races. Every fall I can go to
Cleveland to the grand circuit. If I go crazy about a horse I can bet
ten dollars he'll win. If he doesn't I'm out ten dollars. If I owned him
I would maybe be out hundreds for the expense of training and all that.”
The farmer was a tall man with a white beard, broad shoulders, and
rather small slender white hands. He chewed tobacco, but in spite of the
habit kept both himself and his white beard scrupulously clean. His wife
had died while he was yet in the full vigor of life, but he had no
eye for women. His mind, he once told one of his friends, was too much
occupied with his own affairs and with thoughts of the fine horses he
had seen to concern itself with any such nonsense.
For many years the farmer did not appear to pay much attention to his
daughter Clara, who was his only child. Throughout her childhood she was
under the care of one of his five sisters, all of whom except the one
who lived with him and managed his household being comfortably married.
His own wife had been a somewhat frail woman, but his daughter had
inherited his own physical strength.
When Clara was seventeen, she and her father had a quarrel that
eventually destroyed their relationship. The quarrel began late in
July. It was a busy summer on the farms and more than a dozen men were
employed about the barns, in the delivery of ice and milk to the town,
and at the slaughtering pens a half mile away. During that summer
something happened to the girl. For hours she sat in her own room in the
house reading books, or lay in a hammock in the orchard and looked up
through the fluttering leaves of the apple trees at the summer sky. A
light, strangely soft and enticing, sometimes came into her eyes. Her
figure that had been boyish and strong began to change. As she went
about the house she sometimes smiled at nothing. Her aunt hardly noticed
what was happening to her, but her father, who all her life had seemed
hardly to take account of her existence, was interested. In her presence
he began to feel like a young man. As in the days of his courtship
of her mother and before the possessive passion in him destroyed his
ability to love, he began to feel vaguely that life about him was full
of significance. Sometimes in the afternoon when he went for one of his
long drives through the country he asked his daughter to accompany him,
and although he had little to say a kind of gallantry crept into his
attitude toward the awakening girl. While she was in the buggy with him,
he did not chew tobacco, and after one or two attempts to indulge in the
habit without having the smoke blow in her face, he gave up smoking his
pipe during the drives.
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