John May was a very determined man. He was the son of a laborer in
Bidwell and for two or three years had been employed about the stable of
a doctor, something had happened between him and the doctor's wife
and he had left the place because he had a notion that the doctor was
becoming suspicious. The experience had taught him the value of boldness
in dealing with women. Ever since he had come to work on the Butterworth
farm, he had been having thoughts regarding the girl who had now, he
imagined, given him direct challenge. He was a little amazed by her
boldness but did not stop to ask himself questions, she had openly
invited him to pursue her. That was enough. His accustomed awkwardness
and clumsiness went away and he leaped lightly over the extended tongues
of wagons and buggies. He caught Clara in dark corner of the shed.
Without a word he took her tightly into his arms and kissed her, first
upon the neck and then on the mouth. She lay trembling and weak in his
arms and he took hold of the collar of her dress and tore it open. Her
brown neck and one of her hard, round breasts were exposed. Clara's eyes
grew big with fright. Strength came back into her body. With her sharp
hard little fist she struck John May in the face; and when he stepped
back she ran quickly out of the shed. John May did not understand. He
thought she had sought him out once and would return. “She's a little
green. I was too fast. I scared her. Next time I'll go a little easy,”
he thought.
Clara ran through the barn and then walked slowly to the house and went
upstairs to her own room. A farm dog followed her up the stairs and
stood at her door wagging his tail. She shut the door in his face. For
the moment everything that lived and breathed seemed to her gross and
ugly. Her cheeks were pale and she pulled shut the blinds to the window
and sat down on the bed, overcome with the strange new fear of life. She
did not want even the sunlight to come into her presence. John May had
followed her through the barn and now stood in the barnyard staring at
the house. She could see him through the cracks of the blinds and wished
it were possible to kill him with a gesture of her hand.
The farm hand, full of male confidence, waited for her to come to the
window and look down at him. He wondered if there were any one else in
the house. Perhaps she would beckon to him. Something of the kind had
happened between him and the doctor's wife and it had turned out that
way. When after five or ten minutes he did not see her, he went back to
the work of oiling the wagon wheels. “It's going to be a slower thing.
She's shy, a green girl,” he told himself.
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