City and town life -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
From the outside, where the nervous electric light and the placid
moonlight mingled, little gimlets of light bored through, insisted and
arrived, through the matting of vine leaves that hid the porch, and made
little specks of light within, impertinent and curious, little specks on
the wall, little specks on the floor.
“Want you!” Hennion said. “I always want you.”
He bent over till her breath was warm on his face.
“How can you be so near me, and so far away? Did you think I loved you
as a habit? You're God's crown of glory that he sent me, but it won't
stay still on my head. Do you remember when you used to sit on the floor
upstairs in a white dress, with a red ribbon on it somewhere? Don't
remember the red ribbon? You used to cut faces on shingles, with dismal
expressions and hard-luck features, and you thought they were the
beautifullest things, and got very hot because I didn't. But I thought
that you were the beautifullest girl with the red ribbon. I did so.”
“I didn't know that.”
“I know. I'm a poor, tongue-tied lover, Milly. I ought to fling myself
loose on the subject, and describe the gorgeous state of my heart, and
lie like a seaman ashore, if I had the gift of my calling. I'm no
poet or dreamer of dreams. I'm after realities. I don't expect to be a
burning and shining light to other people or reform anybody whatever,
but I expect to please one girl, if she'll let me try. Real things! What
do you suppose they are? One time I was born, and now I love you, and
sometime I'll die, and God knows what then. Are those realities? Can you
see the river there, where the moonlight is on it? It runs down to the
lake, and the force that draws it down is as real as the river itself.
Love is a real thing, more real than hands and feet. It pulls like
gravitation and drives like steam. When you came to me there at the
Hall, what was it brought you? An instinct? You asked me to take care
of you. I had an instinct that was what I was made for. I thought it was
all safe then, and I felt like the eleventh commandment and loved mine
enemy for a brother. I can't do anything without you! I've staked my
hopes on you, so far as I can see them. I've come to the end of my rope,
and there's something between us yet, but you must cross it. I can't
cross it.”
From where Hennion sat he could look past the porch pillar, to the spot
at the street corner directly under the electric light. The street was
deserted except for some solitary walker, pacing the sidewalk slowly
past the house, and hidden from Hennion by the porch vines. Now he had
turned and was coming back again slowly to the corner, and now Hennion
glanced out beyond the pillar and saw Aidee standing under the electric
light. Then Aidee was again hidden by the porch vines, and again his
slow footsteps passed on the sidewalk some hundreds of feet from the
porch.
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