City and town life -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
“'Nother weddin'?” said the middleman thickly. “Wa'n't him. 'Nother
feller did it. You didn', did you?”
Allen shook his head “No.”
“Tha's so! Well, tha's right. 'Sh good thing. If 'nother feller does it,
'sh good thing.”
They shambled on amiably across the drawbridge. Allen fell behind,
stopped, and leaned against the guard rail.
In a few moments he could hear their footsteps no more, but he could
hear the mutter of the river against the stone piers. Leaning over the
rail, he could see here and there a dull glint, though the night
was dark; and across the wide spaces over the river he could see
the buildings on each side, low, heavy masses, only saved from the
smothering night and made sullenly visible by the general glow of the
street lamps beyond them. There a few red lights along shore, some in
the freight yards, some belonging to anchored or moored vessels, small
sail-boats, and long black lumber and coal barges from the northern
lakes. He could remember looking down at other times in the night at
the dull glint of water, and being shaken as now by the jar of fighting
things in his own mind, angry things fighting furiously. At those times
it seemed as if some cord within him were strained almost to snapping,
but always some passing excitement, some new glittering idea, something
to happen on the morrow, had drawn him away. But those moments of
despair were associated mainly with the glinting and mutter of dusky
water. “I been a fool,” he muttered, and a little later, “What's the
use!”
He decided to go to the shoe-shop and change his clothes, shave his
beard, and pick up a few things, and then hide himself on some outgoing
freight train, the other side of Muscadine Street, before the morning
came. The morning could not be far off now. Shays would keep quiet,
maybe, for a while. He would take Shays' razor.
He roused himself and moved on. He began to have glimpses of schemes,
tricks, and plans. There were little spots of light in his brain, which
for a while had seemed numb, dull, and unstirring. But he carried away
with him the impression of the glints of the gloomy river and the mutter
of its hurrying.
His feet dragged with his weariness. He turned into Muscadine Street and
crept along the sidewalk on the right.
Suddenly a switch engine in the freight yards glared him in the face
with its one blinding eye, yelled and hissed through its steam whistle,
and came charging toward him. He leaped aside and fell into a doorway,
and lay there crouching. Then he sat up and whimpered, “I ain't fit. I'm
all gone away. I ain't fit.”
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