City and town life -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
What did it mean? Lolly lay dead in the ooze of the Muscadine and Port
Argent was come to be a horror. He seemed so plainly to have failed, so
drearily was Lolly dead, and all the fire in his own soul dead too, gone
out in cinders, and his theory of life cracked like a hollow nutshell.
He would go back to the mines, or to the slums and shops, and live again
with the sweating hordes, among whom the grim secret of life lay, if
anywhere; and when next he preached, he would preach the bitterest fact
loudest. No, rather, if life is hopeless let us dig in the earth and say
nothing. But Camilla! What of Camilla? And what did she mean? Her story
too! He began to speak slowly, but presently grew rapid and eager.
“How can I explain? I never knew my fellow men, nor cared for them. They
were no brothers of mine. I had but one. I never loved another human
being, not these twenty years, but I had the kin instinct like hunger.
Allen and I were rooted together. I thought I was a prophet, who was no
more than a savage. Men are brothers by blood or interest, but for the
rest they fight the old war that began before the earth had a decent
crust to cover its chaos. Brotherhood of wildcats!”
“Oh, no! no!” she cried.
“For your sake, no, Camilla! Oh, through you I could hope again! You
will save me, I will cut the past out and bury it, I will begin again.
I will count this place with the dead and leave it forever. I need you.
Come with me, my wife and hope and guide. Camilla, help me!”
“No, no!”
His sharp, strained voice frightened her. His eyes glittered and his
face was white below his black hair. His intensity frightened her.
The future he pointed to threatened her like an overhanging cloud, the
struggle in her own heart frightened her.
“You said the story was yours. Camilla, tell me so again! We'll blot it
out. I will forget! I need you! Come away from this ghastly city!”
Now she saw her father in his library, his white head bent. He was
waiting and listening for her footsteps; and Dick seemed to be standing
over him, listening for her to come; and Aunt Eunice, near by, was
listening.
“I can't!” she cried. “I can't!”
“You must! Camilla! We will go away. It would be possible with you.
I'll find a truth yet that doesn't lead to hell. I'll be a leader yet.
Camilla, look at me!” She lifted her face and turned slowly toward
him, and a voice spoke out in the distant, dark doorway, saying,
“Milly!”--and then hesitated, and Hennion came out.
“I heard you crying,” he said quietly. “I didn't seem to be able to
stand that.”
“Dick! Take care of me!” she cried, and ran to him, and put her face
against his arm. The two men looked at each other for a moment.
Aidee said, “I'm answered.”
“I think you gave me a close call,” said Hennion, and drew Camilla past
him into the passage, and followed her a few steps. Then he turned back,
thinking:
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