He knew that, during those last minutes, she had been struggling
desperately. She came up to him victorious and, smiling and putting her
hand into his, said:
"Tell me what _you_ think about him."
"Simply that he seems to me a wonderful fellow. He seems to you, I
expect, a little dull. You've always laughed at him a bit, and for that
very reason, and because he's loved you for so long, he's tongue-tied
when you're there and shy of showing you what he really thinks about
things. He has immense qualities of character--fidelity, honesty,
devotion, courage--things simply beyond price, and if you loved him and
showed him that you did you'd probably see quite new things--fun and
spontaneity and imagination--things that he had always been afraid to
show you until now."
Her hand trembled in his.
"You speak," she said, "as though you thought that you were so much
older than both of us. I don't feel that you are. Can't you----" she
broke off. He knew what she would say.
"My dear," and his voice was eloquently paternal, "I _am_ older than
both of you--years and years older. Not physically, perhaps, so much,
but in every other kind of way. I am an old fogey, nothing else. You've
both of you been kind to me to-night, but in the morning, when ordinary
life begins again, you'll soon see what a stuffy old thing I am. No, no.
Think of me as your uncle. But don't miss--oh, don't miss!--the love of
a man like Dunbar. There's so little of that unselfish devoted love in
the world, and when it comes to you it's a crime to miss it."
"But you can't force yourself to love any one!" she cried, sharply.
"No, you can't force yourself, but it's strange what seeing new
qualities in some one, looking at some one from another angle, will do.
Try and look at him as though you'd met him for the first time, forget
that you've known him always. I tell you that he's one in a million!"
"Yes, he's good," she answered softly. "He's been wonderful to me
always. If he'd been less wonderful perhaps--I don't know, perhaps I'd
have loved him more. But why are we talking about it? Aren't I married
as it is?"
"Oh that!" He made a little gesture of repulsion. "We must get rid of
that at once."
"It won't be very difficult," she answered, dropping her voice to a
whisper. "He hasn't been faithful to me--even during these weeks."
He put his arm round her and held her close as though he were truly her
father. "Poor child!" he said, "poor child!"
She trembled in his arms.
"You----" she began. "You----? Don't you----?" She could say no more.
"I'm your friend," he answered, "to the end of life. Your old avuncular
friend. That's my job. Think of your _young_ friend freshly. See what a
fellow he is. I tell you that's a man!"
She did not answer him, but stayed there hiding her head in his coat.
There was a long silence, then, stroking her hair, he said:
"Hesther dear. I'm going to try once again." He got up and, putting his
hands trumpet-wise to his mouth, shouted through the fog:
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