"All I pray," said Dunbar, "is that I may have one last dash at that
lunatic before good-bye. He can have a hundred Japs around him but I'll
get at him somehow. Harkness, you're a brick. I brought you into this. I
had no right to, but I'm not going to apologise. We're here. The thing's
done, and if it hadn't been for that rotten fog----But you're right,
Harkness. We'll think of all the ripping things we know. With me it's
simple enough. Because the beginning and the middle and the end of it is
Hesther. Hesther first and Hesther second and Hesther all the time."
He didn't look at her, but stared out of the window.
"By Jove, the sun's coming. It's been up round the corner ever so long.
It will just about hit the window in another ten minutes. It seems kind
of stupid to stand here doing nothing."
He stepped forward and felt the bars. "Take hours to get through that,
and then there's a drop of hundreds of feet. No, you're about right,
Harkness. There's nothing to be done here but to say good-bye as
decently as possible."
He sighed. "I didn't want to kick the bucket just yet, but there it is,
it can happen to anybody. A fellow can be as strong as a horse, forget
to change his socks and next day be finished. This is better than
pneumonia anyway! All the same I can't help feeling we missed our chance
just now when we had him alone in here----"
"No," said Harkness, "I was watching him. That's what he wanted, for us
to go for him. I am sure that he had the Japs handy somewhere, and I
think he wanted to hurt us in front of Hesther. But his brain works
queerly. He's formulated a kind of book of rules for himself. If we take
such and such a step then he will take such and such another. A sort of
insane sense of justice. He's worked it all out to the minute. Half the
fun for him has been the planning of it, and then the deliberate
slowness of it, watching us, calculating what we'll do. Really a cat
with mice. There's nothing for deliberate consecutive thinking like a
madman's brain."
Hesther broke in:
"We're wasting time. I know--I feel as you do--that it's going to be all
right, but however he fails with you he _can_ carry me off somewhere,
and so it _is_ very likely that I don't see either of you again for some
time. And if that's so--_if_ that's so, I just want to say that you've
been the finest men in the world to me.
"And I want you to know that whatever turns up for me now--yes, whatever
it is--it _can't_ be as bad as it was before yesterday. I can't ever
again be as unhappy as I was now that I've known both of you as I've
known you this night.
"I didn't realise, David, how I felt about you until Mr. Harkness showed
me. I've been so selfish all these years, and I suppose I shall go on
being selfish, because one doesn't change all in a minute, but at least
I've got the two best friends a woman ever had."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account