The red-lacquered clock struck the quarter, and at the same moment the
sun hit the window. Strange to see how instantly that room with the
coloured pagodas, the fantastic temple, the gilt chairs and the purple
carpet shivered into tinsel. The dust floated on the ladder of the sun:
the blue of the early morning sky was coloured faintly like a bird's
wing.
The sun flooded the room, wrapping them all in its mantle.
"Let's sit down," said Dunbar, pulling three of the gilt chairs into the
centre of the room where the sun shone brightest. "I've a kind of idea
that we'll need all the strength we've got in a few minutes. That's fine
what you said, Harkness, about being alive, although I didn't follow you
altogether.
"I'm not very artistic. A man who's been on the sea since he was a small
kid doesn't go to many picture galleries and he doesn't read books much
either. To tell you the truth there's always such a lot to do, and when
I've finished the _Daily Mail_ there doesn't seem time for much more,
except a shocker sometimes. The sort of mess we're in now wouldn't make
a bad shocker, would it? Only you'd never be able to make Crispin
convincing. All I know is, if I wrote a book about him I'd have him
tortured at the end with little red devils and plenty of pincers.
However, I get what you mean, Harkness, about being alive.
"I felt something of the same thing in the war sometimes. At Jutland,
although I was in the devil of a funk all the time, I was sort of
pleased with myself too. Life's always seemed a bit unreal since the
armistice, until last night. And it's a funny thing, but when I was
helping Hesther climb out of that window and expecting Crispin Junior to
poke his head up any minute I had just that same pleased-all-over
feeling that I had at Jutland. So that's about the same as you feel,
Harkness, only different, of course, because of your education. . . .
Hesther, if we win out of this and you marry me I'll be so good to
you--so good to you--that----"
He beat his hands desperately on his knees. "Here's the time slipping
and we don't seem to be doing anything with it. It's always been my
trouble that I've never been able to say what I mean--couldn't find
words, you know. I can't now, but it's simple enough what I mean----"
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