"That's right," he said. "Now we will have to sit rather close together.
There's only one stone and the grass is most awfully wet. Every three
minutes or so I'll get up and shout Dunbar's name in case he is
wandering about quite close to us."
He stood up and, putting his hands to his mouth, shouted with all his
might: "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
He waited. There was no answer. Only the fog seemed to grow closer. He
turned to her and said:
"Don't you think the fog's clearing a little?"
She shook her head. There was still a little quaver in her voice: "I'm
afraid not. You're saying that to cheer me up. You needn't. I'm not
frightened. Think how lucky I am to have you with me. You mightn't have
come back. You might have missed your way for hours."
When he thought of how nearly he had missed his way for ever and ever he
trembled. He mustn't let his thoughts wander in those paths; he was here
to make her feel happy and safe until Dunbar came. They sat down on the
stone together, and he put his arm around her to hold her there and to
keep her warm.
"Now what shall we talk about?" she asked him.
"Ourselves," he answered her. "We have a splendid opportunity. Here we
are, cut off by the fog, away from every one in the world. We know
nothing about one another, or almost nothing. We can scarcely see one
another's faces. It is a wonderful opportunity."
"Well, you tell me about yourself first."
"Ah! there's the trouble. I'm so terribly dull. I've never been or
thought or said anything interesting. I'm like thousands and thousands
of people in this world who are simply shadows to everybody else."
"Remember we're to tell the truth," she said. "No one ever honestly
thinks that about themselves--that they are just shadows of somebody
else. Every one has their own secret importance for themselves--at
least, every one in our village had. People you would have supposed had
_nothing_ in them, yet if you talked to them you soon saw that they
fancied that the world would end if they weren't in it to make it go
round."
"Well, honestly, that isn't my opinion of myself," Harkness answered. "I
don't think that I help the world to go round at all. Of course, I think
that there have to be all the ordinary people in it like myself to
appreciate all the doings and sayings of the others, the geniuses--to
make the audience. There are so many things I don't care for."
"What _do_ you care for?"
"Oh, different things at different times--not permanently for much.
Pictures--especially etchings--music, travel. But never very deeply or
urgently, except for the etchings. . . . Until to-night," he suddenly
added, lowering his voice.
"Until to-night?"
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