She went on rapidly, speaking in a low tone but distinctly: "In the years after my husband's death I was--playing with fire. I craved admiration. I wanted to go as near the danger point--with men--as I dared. I deceived myself when I said I wanted a child--of my own--to satisfy my emotional nature. What I really wanted was an excuse--to--give myself--to a man." Some power beyond herself upheld the penitent in this hard ordeal. Her eyes remained fixed on the Cross to which she seemed to cling in spirit even as the woman pictured there clung to the Cross with outstretched arms. There was an impressive silence, then the spiritual teacher, his voice vibrant with tenderness and faith, spoke these words of comfort: "Penelope, you have cleansed your soul. You can sleep without fear. When your dream begins you will know that the powers of love are guarding you. You are God's child. No harm can befall you, for you will reach out to the Cross, _you will reach out to the Cross_!" "Yes," she murmured faintly. Her eyelids fluttered and closed. She drew a long sigh of relief, then her breathing became regular and her face took on an expression of lovely serenity. She was sleeping. And then the dream! Penelope was in that tragic stateroom once more. She heard the throb of engines and sounds on the deck overhead--the echoing beat of footsteps, while the steady swish of the waters came in through the open window. She turned restlessly on her wide brass bed trying to sleep. How oppressive was the night! She looked longingly at the stateroom door which she had fixed ajar on its hook. If she could only go out where the fresh breezes were blowing and spread her blanket on the deck--what a heavenly relief! Penelope sat up against her pillows and looked out over the sighing waters illumined by an August moon. In the distance she watched the flashes of a lighthouse and counted the seconds between them.... Suddenly she froze with terror at the sight of a black sleeve, a man's arm, pushed in cautiously through the door, and a moment later Julian entered. She saw him plainly in the moonlight. He wore a dinner coat. He looked handsome but dissipated. His face was flushed, his dress disordered. He came to her bed and caught her in his arms. He kissed her. He drew her to him, close to him. She remembered the perfume of his hair. He said she belonged to him. He was not going to let her go. Promises did not matter--nothing mattered. This was a delicious summer night and-- "_Oh God, let Thy love descend upon Penelope and strengthen her_," prayed Seraphine, kneeling by the couch. The dream moved on relentlessly toward its inevitable catastrophe. Penelope tried to resist the intruder, but she knew it was in vain. She wept, protested, pleaded, but she knew that presently she would be swept in a current of fierce desire, she would wish to surrender, she would be incapable of _not_ surrendering.