Postal service -- Great Britain -- Juvenile fiction
Profound and various were the thoughts of the reformed drunkard that
afternoon as he left his friend's abode and walked slowly towards the
City. There was a strange feeling of sadness in his heart which he
could not account for. It was not caused by the sacrifice of worldly
good he had just made, for that had cost him no effort. The desire to
rescue the perishing had been infused so strongly into his soul that he
had become quite regardless of mere temporal advancement. Neither had
he been unfaithful, as far as he could remember, in the recent
conversation--at least not in words. The hopes and joys which he had
truly referred to ought to have been as strong as ever within him,
nevertheless his spirit was much depressed. He began to think of the
position from which he had fallen, and of the great amount of good he
might have done for Christ in a higher sphere of society--but this
thought he repelled as a recurrence of pride.
As he came to St. Martin's-le-Grand he stopped, and, forgetting the
bustling crowd of people, buses, cabs, and carts by which he was
surrounded, allowed his mind to wander into the past. It was on the
broad steps of the Post-Office that he had been first led astray by the
man who wished to compass his ruin, but who was eventually made the
willing instrument in bringing about his salvation. He thought of the
scowling look and clenched fist of poor Bones as he had stood there,
long ago, under the grand portico. He thought of the same man on his
sick-bed, with clasped hands and glittering eyes, thanking God that he
had been brought to the gates of death by an accident, that his eyes and
heart had been opened to see and accept Jesus, and that he had still
power left to urge his friend (George Aspel) to come to Jesus, the
sinner's Refuge. He thought also of the burglar's death, and of the
fading away of his poor wife, who followed him to the grave within the
year. He thought of the orphan Tottie, who had been adopted and
educated by Miss Stivergill, and was by that time as pretty a specimen
of budding womanhood as any one could desire to see, with the strong
will and courage of her father, and the self-sacrificing, trusting,
gentleness of her mother. But above and beyond and underlying all these
thoughts, his mind kept playing incessantly round a fair form which he
knew was somewhere engaged at that moment in the building at his side,
manipulating a three-keyed instrument with delicate fingers which he
longed to grasp.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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