Emily revolved, in her mind, during their short ride, the horrid
distress she had witnessed. It had taken a strong hold on her feelings.
Like her brother, she was warm-hearted and compassionate, if we may use
the term, to excess; and had she been prepared with the means, the
gardener would have reaped a double harvest of donations. It struck her,
at the moment, unpleasantly, that Denbigh had been so backward in his
liberality. The man had rather sullenly displayed half a crown as his
gift, in contrast with the golden shower of John's generosity. It had
been even somewhat offensive in its exhibition, and urged her brother to
a more hasty departure than, under other circumstances, he would just at
the moment have felt disposed to make. Denbigh, however, had taken no
notice of the indignity, and continued his directions in the same mild
and benevolent manner he had used during the whole interview. Half a
crown was but little, thought Emily, for a family that was starving;
and, unwilling to judge harshly of one she had begun to value so highly,
she came to the painful conclusion, her companion was not as rich as he
deserved to be. Emily had not yet to learn that charity was in
proportion to the means of the donor, and a gentle wish insensibly stole
over her that Denbigh might in some way become more richly endowed with
the good things of this world. Until this moment her thoughts had never
turned to his temporal condition. She knew he was an officer in the
army, but of what rank, or even of what regiment, she was ignorant. He
had frequently touched in his conversations on the customs of the
different countries he had seen. He had served in Italy, in the north of
Europe, in the West Indies, in Spain. Of the manners of the people, of
their characters, he not unfrequently spoke, and with a degree of
intelligence, a liberality, a justness of discrimination, that had
charmed his auditors; but on the point of personal service he had
maintained a silence that was inflexible, and not a little surprising--
more particularly of that part of his history which related to the
latter country; from all which she was rather inclined to think his
military rank was not as high as she thought he merited, and that
possibly he felt an awkwardness of putting it in contrast with the more
elevated station of Colonel Egerton. The same idea had struck the whole
family, and prevented any inquiries which might be painful. He was so
connected with the mournful event of his father's death, that no
questions could be put with propriety to the doctor's family; and if
Francis had been more communicative to Clara, she was too good a wife to
mention it, and her own family was possessed of too just a sense of
propriety to touch upon points that might bring her conjugal fidelity in
question.
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