Mrs. Wilson sighed heavily as she witnessed that confiding esteem which
would not permit her niece even to suspect that an act which in Denbigh
had been so warmly applauded, could, even in another, proceed from
unworthy motives; and she found it would be necessary to speak in the
plainest terms, to awaken her suspicions. Willing, however, to come
gradually to the distressing truth, she replied--
"And yet, my dear, men who pride themselves greatly on their morals,
nay, even some who wear the mask of religion, and perhaps deceive
themselves, admit and practise this very appeal to arms. Such
inconsistencies are by no means uncommon. And why, then, might there
not, with equal probability, be others who would revolt at murder, and
yet not hesitate being guilty of lesser enormities? This is, in some
measure, the case of every man; and it is only to consider killing in
unlawful encounters as murder, to make it one in point."
"Hypocrisy is so mean a vice, I should not think a brave man could stoop
to it," said Emily, "and Julia admits he was brave."
"And would not a brave man revolt at the cowardice of insulting an
unprotected woman? And your hero did that too," replied Mrs. Wilson,
bitterly, losing her self-command in indignation.
"Oh! do not call him my hero, I beg of you, dear aunt," said Emily,
starting, excited by so extraordinary an allusion, but instantly losing
the unpleasant sensation in the delightful consciousness of the
superiority of the man on whom she had bestowed her own admiration.
"In fact, my child," continued her aunt, "our natures are guilty of the
grossest inconsistencies. The vilest wretch has generally some property
or which he values himself, and the most perfect are too often frail on
some tender point. Long and tried friendships are those only which can
be trusted, and these oftentimes fail."
Emily looked at her aunt in surprise at hearing her utter such unusual
sentiments; for Mrs. Wilson, at the same time she had, by divine
assistance, deeply impressed her niece with the frailty of her nature,
had withheld the disgusting representation of human vices from her view,
as unnecessary to her situation and dangerous to her humility.
After a short pause, Mrs. Wilson continued, "Marriage is a fearful step
in a woman, and one she is compelled, in some measure, to adventure her
happiness on, without fitting opportunities of judging of the merit of
the man she confides in. Jane is an instance in point, but I devoutly
hope you are not to be another."
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