"Yes, my dear father," said John, "gone without saying good-bye to one
of us--without telling us whither, or when to return. It was cruel in
him--- unkind--I'll never forgive him"--and John, whose feelings were
strong, and unusually excited, hid his face between his hands on the
table.--As he raised his head to reply to a question of Mr. Benfield--of
"how he knew he had gone, for the coach did not go until daylight?" Mrs.
Wilson saw evident marks of tears. Such proofs of emotion in one like
John Moseley gave her the satisfaction of knowing that if she had been
deceived, it was by a concurrence of circumstances and a depth of
hypocrisy almost exceeding belief: self-reproach added less than common,
therefore, to the uneasiness of the moment.
"I saw the innkeeper, uncle," said John, "who told me that Denbigh left
there at eight o'clock in a post-chaise and four; but I will go to
London in the morning myself." This was no sooner said than it was
corroborated by acts, for the young man immediately commenced his
preparations for the journey. The family separated that evening with
melancholy hearts; and the host and his privy counsellor were closeted
for half an hour ere they retired to their night's repose. John took his
leave of them, and left the lodge for the inn, with his man, in order to
be ready for the mail. Mrs. Wilson looked in upon Emily before she
withdrew herself, and found her awake, but perfectly calm and composed:
she said but little, appearing desirous of avoiding all allusions to
Denbigh; and after her aunt had simply acquainted her with his
departure, and her resolution to conceal the cause, the subject was
dropped. Mrs. Wilson, on entering her own room, thought deeply on the
discoveries of the day: they had interfered with her favorite system of
morals, baffled her ablest calculations upon causes and effects, but in
no degree had impaired her faith or reliance on Providence. She knew one
exception did not destroy a rule: she was certain without principles
there was no security for good conduct, and the case of Denbigh proved
it. To discover these principles, might be difficult; but was a task
imperiously required at her hands, as she believed, ere she yielded the
present and future happiness of her pupil to the power of any man.
Chapter XXIX.
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