"I could almost worship her independence: for I know the wishes of both
her parents were for my success. I confess to you freely, that my vanity
has been a good deal hurt, as I really thought myself agreeable to her.
She certainly listened to my conversation, and admitted my approaches,
with more satisfaction than those of any other of the men around her;
and when I ventured to hint to her this circumstance, as some
justification for my presumption, she frankly acknowledged the truth of
my impression, and, without explaining the reasons for her conduct,
deeply regretted the construction I had been led to place upon the
circumstance. Yes, my lord, I felt it necessary to apologize to Emily
Moseley for presuming to aspire to the honor of possessing so much
loveliness and virtue. The accidental advantages of rank and wealth lose
all their importance, when opposed to her delicacy, ingenuousness, and
unaffected principles.
"I have heard it intimated lately, that George Denbigh was in some way
or other instrumental in saving her life once; and that to her
gratitude, and to my resemblance to the colonel, am I indebted to a
consideration with Miss Moseley, which, although it has been the means
of buoying me up with false hopes, I can never regret, from the pleasure
her society has afforded me. I have remarked, on my mentioning his name
to her, that she showed unusual emotion; and as Denbigh is already a
husband, and myself rejected, the field is now fairly open to you. You
will enter on your enterprise with great advantage, as you have the same
flattering resemblance, and, if anything, the voice, which, I am told,
is our greatest recommendation with the ladies, in higher perfection
than either George or your humble servant."
Here the reader stopped of his own accord, and was so intently absorbed
in his meditations, that the almost breathless curiosity of his sister
was obliged to find relief by desiring him to proceed. Roused by the
sound of her voice, the earl changed color sensibly, and continued:
"But to be serious on a subject of great importance to my future life
(for I sometimes think her negative will make Denbigh a duke), the
lovely girl did not appear happy at the time of our interview, nor do I
think she enjoys at any time the spirits nature has evidently given her.
Harriet is nearly as great an admirer of Miss Moseley, and takes her
refusal to heart as much as myself; she even attempted to intercede with
her in my behalf. But the charming girl though mild, grateful, and
delicate, was firm and unequivocal, and left no grounds for the remotest
expectation of success from perseverance on my part.
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