As the hour for dinner approached, they turned the heads of their horses
towards home; and on entering the park, removed from the scene of
industry and activity without, the earl relapsed into his fit of musing.
A short distance from the house he suddenly called, "Harmer." The man
drove his spurs into the loins of his horse, and in an instant was by
the side of his master, which he signified by raising his hand to his
cap with the palm opening outward.
"You must prepare to go to Spain when required, in attendance on Mrs.
Fitzgerald."
The man received his order with the indifference of one used to
adventures and movements, and having laconically dignified his assent,
he drew his horse back again into his station in the rear.
Chapter
XXXVIII.
The day succeeding the arrival of the Moseleys at the seat of their
ancestors, Mrs. Wilson observed Emily silently putting on her pelisse,
and walking out unattended by either of the domestics or any of the
family. There was a peculiar melancholy in her air and manner, which
inclined the cautious aunt to suspect that her charge was bent on the
indulgence of some ill-judged weakness; more particularly, as the
direction she took led to the arbor, a theatre in which Denbigh had been
so conspicuous an actor. Hastily throwing a cloak over her own
shoulders, Mrs. Wilson followed Emily with the double purpose of
ascertaining her views, and if necessary, of interposing her own
authority against the repetition of similar excursions.
As Emily approached the arbor, whither in truth she had directed her
steps, its faded vegetation and chilling aspect, so different from its
verdure and luxuriance when she last saw it, came over her heart as a
symbol of her own blighted prospects and deadened affections. The
recollection of Denbigh's conduct on that spot, of his general
benevolence and assiduity to please, being forcibly recalled to her mind
at the instant, forgetful of her object in visiting the arbor, Emily
yielded to her sensibilities, and sank on the seat weeping as if her
heart would break.
She had not time to dry her eyes, and to collect her scattered thoughts,
before Mrs. Wilson entered the arbor. Eyeing her niece for a moment with
a sternness unusual for the one to adopt or the other to receive, she
said,
"It is a solemn obligation we owe our religion and ourselves, to
endeavor to suppress such passions as are incompatible with our duties;
and there is no weakness greater than blindly adhering to the wrong,
when we are convinced of our error. It is as fatal to good morals as it
is unjust to ourselves to persevere, from selfish motives, in believing
those innocent whom evidence has convicted as guilty. Many a weak woman
has sealed her own misery by such wilful obstinacy, aided by the
unpardonable vanity of believing herself able to control a man that the
laws of God could not restrain."
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