This ill-judged speech was uttered sufficiently loud to be overheard by
both the sons: on the younger, it made a pleasurable sensation for the
moment. His father--his dear father, had thought him fit to be a king;
and his father must be a judge, whispered his native vanity; but all
this time the connexion between the speech and his brother's rights did
not present themselves to his mind. George loved this brother too well,
too sincerely, to have injured him even in thought; and so far as
Francis was concerned, his vanity was as blameless as it was natural.
The effect produced on the mind of Francis was different both in
substance and in degree. It mortified his pride, alarmed his delicacy,
and wounded his already morbid sensibility to such an extent, as to make
him entertain the romantic notion of withdrawing from the world, and of
yielding a birthright to one so every way more deserving of it than
himself.
From this period might be dated an opinion of Francis's, which never
afterwards left him; he fancied he was doing injustice to another, and
that other, a brother whom he ardently loved, by continuing to exist.
Had he met with fondness in his parents, or sociability in his
playfellows, these fancies would have left him as he grew into life. But
the affections of his parents were settled on his more promising
brother; and his manners daily increasing in their repulsive traits,
drove his companions to the society of others, more agreeable to their
own buoyancy and joy.
Had Francis Denbigh, at this age, met with a guardian clear-sighted
enough to fathom his real character, and competent to direct his onward
course, he would yet have become an ornament to his name and country,
and a useful member of society. But no such guide existed. His natural
guardians, in his particular case, were his worst enemies; and the boys
left school for college four years afterwards, each advanced in his
respective properties of attraction and repulsion.
Irreligion is hardly a worse evil in a family than favoritism. When once
allowed to exist, in the breast of the parent, though hid apparently
from all other eyes, its sad consequences begin to show themselves.
Effects are produced, and we look in vain for the cause. The awakened
sympathies of reciprocal caresses and fondness are mistaken for uncommon
feelings, and the forbidding aspect of deadened affections is miscalled
native sensibility.
In this manner the evil increases itself, until manners are formed, and
characters created, that must descend with their possessor to the tomb.
In the peculiar formation of the mind of Francis Denbigh, the evil was
doubly injurious. His feelings required sympathy and softness, and they
met only with coldness and disgust. George alone was an exception to the
rule. He did love his brother; but even his gaiety and spirits finally
tired of the dull uniformity of the diseased habits of his senior.
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