In losing his brother, Francis lost the only human being with whom he
possessed any sympathies in common; and he daily drew more and more into
himself, in gloomy meditation on his forlorn situation, in the midst of
wealth and expected honors. The attentions he received were paid to his
rank, and Francis had penetration enough to perceive it. His visits to
his parents were visits of ceremony, and in time all parties came to
look to their termination with pleasure, as to the discontinuance of
heartless and forced civilities.
Affection, even in the young man, could not endure, repulsed as his
feelings were, for ever; and in the course of three years, if his
attachments were not alienated from his parents, his ardor had become
much abated.
It is a dreadful truth, that the bonds of natural affection can be
broken by injustice and contumely; and it is yet more to be deplored,
that when from such causes we loosen the ties habit and education have
drawn around us, a reaction in our feelings commences; we seldom cease
to love, but we begin to hate. Against such awful consequences it is one
of the most solemn duties of the parent to provide in season; and what
surer safeguard is there, than to inculcate those feelings which teach
the mind to love God, and in so doing induce love to the whole human
family?
Sir Frederick and Lady Margaret attended the church regularly, repeated
the responses with much decency, toasted the church next to the king,
even appeared at the altars of their God, and continued sinners. From
such sowings, no good fruit could be expected to flourish: yet Francis
was not without his hours of devotion; but his religion was, like
himself, reserved, superstitious, ascetic, and gloomy. He never entered
into social worship: if he prayed it was with an ill-concealed wish to
end this life of care. If he returned thanks, it was with a bitterness
that mocked the throne before which he was prostrate. Such pictures are
revolting; but their originals have and do exist; for what enormity is
there of which human frailty, unchecked by divine assistance, may not be
guilty?
Francis received an invitation to visit a brother of his mother's at his
seat in the country, about the time of the expected return of George
from America; and in compliance with the wishes of his uncles he
accepted it. The house was thronged with visitors, and many of them were
ladies. To these, the arrival of the unmarried heir of the house of
Derwent was a subject of no little interest. His character had, however,
preceded him, and a few days of his awkward and, as they conceived,
sullen deportment, drove them back to their former beaux, with the
exception of one; and she was not only amongst the fairest of the
throng, but decidedly of the highest pretensions on the score of birth
and fortune.
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