Adventure stories; Clergy -- Fiction; Scots -- South Africa -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction; Zulu (African people) -- Fiction
I had long passed the limit of my strength. Only constant fear and wild
alternations of hope had kept me going so long, and now that I was safe
I became light-headed in earnest. The wonder is that I did not fall
off. Happily the horse was good and the ground easy, for I was
powerless to do any guiding. I simply sat on his back in a silly glow
of comfort, keeping a line for the dying sun, which I saw in a nick of
the Iron Crown Mountain. A sort of childish happiness possessed me.
After three days of imminent peril, to be free was to be in fairyland.
To be swishing through the long bracken or plunging among the
breast-high flowers of the meadowlands in a world of essential lights
and fragrances, seemed scarcely part of mortal experience. Remember
that I was little more than a lad, and that I had faced death so often
of late that my mind was all adrift. To be able to hope once more, nay,
to be allowed to cease both from hope and fear, was like a deep and
happy opiate to my senses. Spent and frail as I was, my soul swam in
blessed waters of ease.
The mood did not last long. I came back to earth with a shock, as the
_schimmel_ stumbled at the crossing of a stream. I saw that the
darkness was fast falling, and with the sight panic returned to me.
Behind me I seemed to hear the sound of pursuit. The noise was in my
ears, but when I turned it ceased, and I saw only the dusky shoulders
of hills.
I tried to remember what Arcoll had told me about his headquarters, but
my memory was wiped clean. I thought they were on or near the highway,
but I could not remember where the highway was. Besides, he was close
to the enemy, and I wanted to get back into the towns, far away from
the battle-line. If I rode west I must come in time to villages, where
I could hide myself. These were unworthy thoughts, but my excuse must
be my tattered nerves. When a man comes out of great danger, he is apt
to be a little deaf to the call of duty.
Suddenly I became ashamed. God had preserved me from deadly perils, but
not that I might cower in some shelter. I had a mission as clear as
Laputa’s. For the first time I became conscious to what a little thing
I owed my salvation. That matter of the broken halter was like the
finger of Divine Providence. I had been saved for a purpose, and unless
I fulfilled that purpose I should again be lost. I was always a
fatalist, and in that hour of strained body and soul I became something
of a mystic. My panic ceased, my lethargy departed, and a more manly
resolution took their place. I gripped the _schimmel_ by the head and
turned him due left. Now I remembered where the highroad ran, and I
remembered something else.
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