Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Didactic fiction; Domestic fiction; Pride and vanity -- Juvenile fiction
“I own it, dear Ida, I own it! I did wrong, very wrong. I felt that as
soon as the letter had passed from my hand; I must have been mad when I
sent it. I wrote to the London editor the next day to endeavour to stop
the publication, but the piece was already in type.”
Such, after a painful conference, was the confession which conscience
wrung from the Countess of Dashleigh.
Annabella was reclining on the sofa, her hair disordered, her eyes red
with weeping. Ida was kneeling beside her, and the magazine lay on the
floor.
“O Anna, Anna! why not own all this to your husband; throw yourself on
his mercy, entreat his forgiveness—”
“It would be of no use!” exclaimed Annabella; “that paper he never will
forgive. I have already merited his anger; I will not expose myself to
his contempt.”
“We may be objects of contempt when we wander from the line of duty, but
never when we are struggling back to it again. When we are lost in a
thorny labyrinth, what wiser, what nobler course can we pursue, than to
retrace every step of the way?”
“I can’t, I can’t,” gasped Annabella; “there is now a deep gulf between
me and my husband!”
“Which is widening every moment; which delay may render impassable!
It is yet spanned by a slender bridge of hope; but that bridge is
trembling,—shaking,—Annabella, if you hold back now, it may sink before
your eyes, and for ever!”
“What would you have me to do?” said the countess.
“Write a letter to the earl full of the humblest submission; tell him
with what real grief and contrition—”
“Ida, you do not know me!” cried Annabella, pushing the loose hair
impatiently back from her temples; “I cannot play the part of a penitent
child, begging pardon for having been naughty; I cannot cringe beneath
the rod, like a slave trembling before his master!”
“Anna!” exclaimed Ida, fixing on her cousin the earnest gaze of her
expressive eyes, “must the slender bridge—your last hope—be broken down
beneath the weight of your pride?”
“Pride,” observed the Countess, “has been termed the weakness of noble
natures.”
“Pride,—what is it,” exclaimed Ida, “as mirrored in the word of God?
Is it not of _the world_,—that world that _passeth away_; doth not the
Lord resist _the proud_, while giving _grace unto the humble_? Doth not
inspired truth declare that _before destruction the heart of man is
haughty, and before honour is humility_? Is not the Saviour’s blessing on
_the meek_, and on such as are _poor in spirit_? Why should I multiply
quotations? Your own heart must tell you, dear Anna, that if one thing
more than another stands between man and his Maker, and darkens the light
of Heaven, it is the baneful spirit of pride!”
“It is interwoven with my nature,” said the countess.
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