"They talk of the divine power of song!" he continued. "Well, what I
want to do is this. I can sing a little; and I want to know that this
gift I have from Nature hasn't been entirely thrown away--scattered to
the winds and lost. Here in Brighton they are always getting up morning
or afternoon concerts for charitable purposes; and I wish, Miss Honnor,
when you happen to be interested in any of these, you would let me know;
I should be delighted to run down and volunteer my services. I should be
just delighted. It would be something saved. If I were struck down by an
illness, and had to lie thinking, I could say to myself that I had done
this little scrap of good--not much for a man to do, but I suppose all
that could be expected from a singer."
She could not understand this strange disparagement of himself and his
profession; and she may have been vaguely afraid of the drift of these
confidences; at all events, when she had thanked him for his generous
offer, she rose and went to the portfolio.
"There are some things here that I think will interest you, Mr. Moore,"
she said. "They only arrived last night, and I was just putting them
away when you came in."
He went to the portfolio; she took out two or three large photographs
and handed them to him; the first glance showed him what they
were--pictures of the Aivron and the Geinig valleys, with the rocks and
pools and overhanging woods he knew so well. He regarded them for an
instant or two.
"Do you know what first made me long to get away from the theatre?" he
said, in a low voice. "It was those places there. It was
Strathaivron--and you."
"I, Mr. Moore?"
And now he had to go on; he had taken his fate in his hands; there was
some kind of despairing recklessness in his brain; his breath came and
went quickly and painfully as he spoke.
"Well, I must tell you now, whatever comes of it. I must tell you the
truth--you may think it madness--I cannot help that. What I want to do
is to give up the theatre altogether. I want to let all that go, with a
past never to be regretted--never to be recalled. I want to make for
myself a new future--if you will share it with me."
"Mr. Moore!"
Their eyes met; hers frightened, his eagerly and tremblingly expectant.
"There, now you know the truth. Will you say but one word? Honnor--may I
hope?"
He sought to take her hand, but she shrank back a step--not in anger,
but apparently quite stupefied.
"Oh, no, no, Mr. Moore," she said, piteously. "What have I done? How
could I imagine you were thinking of any such thing? And--and on my
account--that you should dream of making such a sacrifice--giving up
your reputation and your position--"
Where was his acting now?--where the passionate appeal he would have
made on the stage? He stood stock-still--his eyes bent earnestly on
hers--and he spoke slowly:
"It is no sacrifice. It is nothing. I wish for another life--but with
you--with you. Have you one word of hope to give me?"
He saw his answer already.
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