She went direct before her through an open tract of the forest, full of
brush and birches, and where the starlight guided her; and, beyond that
again, must thread the columned blackness of a pine grove joining
overhead the thatch of its long branches. At that hour the place was
breathless; a horror of night like a presence occupied that dungeon of
the wood; and she went groping, knocking against the boles—her ear,
betweenwhiles, strained to aching and yet unrewarded.
But the slope of the ground was upward, and encouraged her; and presently
she issued on a rocky hill that stood forth above the sea of forest. All
around were other hill-tops, big and little; sable vales of forest
between; overhead the open heaven and the brilliancy of countless stars;
and along the western sky the dim forms of mountains. The glory of the
great night laid hold upon her; her eyes shone with stars; she dipped her
sight into the coolness and brightness of the sky, as she might have
dipped her wrist into a spring; and her heart, at that ethereal shock,
began to move more soberly. The sun that sails overhead, ploughing into
gold the fields of daylight azure and uttering the signal to man’s
myriads, has no word apart for man the individual; and the moon, like a
violin, only praises and laments our private destiny. The stars alone,
cheerful whisperers, confer quietly with each of us like friends; they
give ear to our sorrows smilingly, like wise old men, rich in tolerance;
and by their double scale, so small to the eye, so vast to the
imagination, they keep before the mind the double character of man’s
nature and fate.
There sat the Princess, beautifully looking upon beauty, in council with
these glad advisers. Bright like pictures, clear like a voice in the
porches of her ear, memory re-enacted the tumult of the evening: the
Countess and the dancing fan, the big Baron on his knees, the blood on
the polished floor, the knocking, the swing of the litter down the avenue
of lamps, the messenger, the cries of the charging mob; and yet all were
far away and phantasmal, and she was still healingly conscious of the
peace and glory of the night. She looked towards Mittwalden; and above
the hill-top, which already hid it from her view, a throbbing redness
hinted of fire. Better so: better so, that she should fall with tragic
greatness, lit by a blazing palace! She felt not a trace of pity for
Gondremark or of concern for Grünewald: that period of her life was
closed for ever, a wrench of wounded vanity alone surviving. She had but
one clear idea: to flee;—and another, obscure and half-rejected, although
still obeyed: to flee in the direction of the Felsenburg. She had a duty
to perform, she must free Otto—so her mind said, very coldly; but her
heart embraced the notion of that duty even with ardour, and her hands
began to yearn for the grasp of kindness.
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