‘Do you threaten me, friend Otto?’ asked the Doctor grimly. ‘That would
be a strange conclusion.’
‘When have you ever known me use my power in any private animosity?’
cried Otto. ‘To any private man your words were an unpardonable insult,
but at me you shoot in full security, and I must turn aside to compliment
you on your plainness. I must do more than pardon, I must admire,
because you have faced this—this formidable monarch, like a Nathan before
David. You have uprooted an old kindness, sir, with an unsparing hand.
You leave me very bare. My last bond is broken; and though I take Heaven
to witness that I sought to do the right, I have this reward: to find
myself alone. You say I am no gentleman; yet the sneers have been upon
your side; and though I can very well perceive where you have lodged your
sympathies, I will forbear the taunt.’
‘Otto, are you insane?’ cried Gotthold, leaping up. ‘Because I ask you
how you came by certain moneys, and because you refuse—’
‘Herr von Hohenstockwitz, I have ceased to invite your aid in my
affairs,’ said Otto. ‘I have heard all that I desire, and you have
sufficiently trampled on my vanity. It may be that I cannot govern, it
may be that I cannot love—you tell me so with every mark of honesty; but
God has granted me one virtue, and I can still forgive. I forgive you;
even in this hour of passion, I can perceive my faults and your excuses;
and if I desire that in future I may be spared your conversation, it is
not, sir, from resentment—not resentment—but, by Heaven, because no man
on earth could endure to be so rated. You have the satisfaction to see
your sovereign weep; and that person whom you have so often taunted with
his happiness reduced to the last pitch of solitude and misery. No,—I
will hear nothing; I claim the last word, sir, as your Prince; and that
last word shall be—forgiveness.’
And with that Otto was gone from the apartment, and Doctor Gotthold was
left alone with the most conflicting sentiments of sorrow, remorse, and
merriment; walking to and fro before his table, and asking himself, with
hands uplifted, which of the pair of them was most to blame for this
unhappy rupture. Presently, he took from a cupboard a bottle of Rhine
wine and a goblet of the deep Bohemian ruby. The first glass a little
warmed and comforted his bosom; with the second he began to look down
upon these troubles from a sunny mountain; yet a while, and filled with
this false comfort and contemplating life throughout a golden medium, he
owned to himself, with a flush, a smile, and a half-pleasurable sigh,
that he had been somewhat over plain in dealing with his cousin. ‘He
said the truth, too,’ added the penitent librarian, ‘for in my monkish
fashion I adore the Princess.’ And then, with a still deepening flush
and a certain stealth, although he sat all alone in that great gallery,
he toasted Seraphina to the dregs.
CHAPTER XI—PROVIDENCE VON ROSEN: ACT THE FIRST
SHE BEGUILES THE BARON
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