She looked at him humbly, raising to his face her beautiful dark eyes,
as if to let him read her heart, in which was only his image and his
name. She pressed closely to his side, with an uneasy, timid tenderness,
as if she were a stranger in the presence of his great ancestors, who
seemed to demand whether the newcomer were one of the family; and
he, putting his arm about her, and pressing to his beating heart the
Tzigana, whose eyes were dim with tears, said: “No, I am not better than
these. It is not pity which is my virtue, Marsa: it is my love. For--I
love you!”
Yes, he loved her, and with all the strength of a first and only love.
He loved her so that he forgot everything, so that he did not see
that in Marsa’s smile there was a look of the other side of the great,
eternal river. He loved her so that he thought only of this woman,
of her beauty, of the delight of her caresses, of his dream of love
realized in the air of the adored fatherland. He loved her so that he
left without answers the charming letters which Baroness Dinati wrote
him from Paris, so far away now, and the more serious missives which he
received from his compatriots, wishing him to utilize for his country,
now that he had returned to it, his superior intelligence, as he had
formerly utilized his courage.
“The hour is critical,” wrote his old friends. “An attempt is being made
to awaken in Hungary, against the Russians, whom we like, memories
of combats and extinct hatreds, and that to the profit of a German
alliance, which is repugnant to our race. Bring the support of your name
and your valor to our cause. Enter the Diet of Hungary. Your place is
marked out for you there in the first rank, as it was in the old days
upon the battlefield.”
Andras only smiled.
“If I were ambitious!” he said to Marsa. Then he added: “But I am
ambitious only for your happiness.”
Marsa’s happiness! It was deep, calm, and clear as a lake. It seemed to
the Tzigana that she was dreaming a dream, a beautiful dream, a dream
peaceful, sweet, and restful. She abandoned herself to her profound
happiness with the trustfulness of a child. She was all the more happy
because she had the exquisite sensation that her dream would have no
awakening. It would end in all the charm of its poetry.
She was sure that she could not survive the immense joy which destiny
had accorded her; and she did not rebel against this decree. It seemed
to her right and just. She had never desired any other ending to her
love than to die beloved, to die with Andras’s kiss of forgiveness upon
her lips, with his arms about her, and to sink with a smile into the
eternal sleep. What more beautiful thing could she, the Tzigana, have
wished?
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