“But it is a danger?” queried Menko.
Labanoff made no reply.
“I do not know either,” said Michel, “how my affair will end. But, since
chance has brought us together today, face to face--”
“It was not chance, but my own firm resolution to see you again before
my departure.”
“I know what your friendship for me is, and it is for that reason that I
ask you to tell me frankly where you will be in a month.”
“In a month?” repeated Labanoff.
“Give me the route you are going to take? Shall you be a fixture at St.
Petersburg?”
“Not immediately,” responded the Russian, slowly, his gaze riveted upon
Menko. “In a month I shall still be at Warsaw. At St. Petersburg the
month after.”
“Thanks. I only ask you to let me know, in some way, where you are.”
“Why?”
“Because, I should like to join you.”
“You!”
“It is only a fancy,” said Menko, with an attempt at a laugh. “I am
bored with life--you know it; I find it a nuisance. If we did not spur
it like an old, musty horse, it would give us the same idiotic round of
days. I do not know--I do not wish to know--why you are going to Russia,
and what this final farewell of which you have just spoken signifies; I
simply guess that you are off on some adventure, and it is possible that
I may ask you to allow me to share it.”
“Why?” said Labanoff, coldly. “You are not a Russian.”
Menko smiled, and, placing his hands upon the thin shoulders of his
friend, he said:
“Those words reveal many things. It is well that they were not said
before an agent of police.”
“Yes,” responded Labanoff, firmly. “But I am not in the habit of
recklessly uttering my thoughts; I know that I am speaking now to Count
Menko.”
“And Count Menko will be delighted, my dear Labanoff, if you will let
him know where, in Poland or Russia, he must go, soon, to obtain news
of you. Fear nothing: neither there nor here will I question you. But
I shall be curious to know what has become of you, and you know that I
have enough friendship for you to be uneasy about you. Besides, I long
to be on the move; Paris, London, the world, in short, bores me, bores
me, bores me!”
“The fact is, it is stupid, egotistical and cowardly,” responded
Labanoff.
He again held out to Menko his nervous hand, burning, like his blue
eyes, with fever.
“Farewell!” he said.
“No, no, ‘au revoir’!”
“‘Au revoir’ be it then. I will let you know what has become of me.”
“And where you are?”
“And where I am.”
“And do not be astonished if I join you some fine morning.”
“Nothing ever astonishes me,” said the Russian. “Nothing!”
And in that word nothing were expressed profound disgust with life and
fierce contempt of death.
Menko warmly grasped his friend’s thin and emaciated hand; and, the last
farewell spoken to the fanatic departing for some tragical adventure,
the Hungarian became more sombre and troubled than before, and
Labanoff’s appearance seemed like a doubtful apparition. He returned to
his longing to see the end of the most anxious day of his life.
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