"You don’t know, Mother. Look how many things have turned up when we
least expected them, and money has come that seemed to have dropped from
the clouds. At all events, I would not break down over it until the
very last day comes; I would not indeed, Mother."
"Ah, perhaps you would not," said the mother, "I should not have done so
when I was your age. When you are mine, you will understand me better."
"Yes, dear, perhaps I shall; but you know, even if the worst
happens--oh, but we shall manage somehow, depend upon it, we shall
manage somehow."
But Nancy’s youthful philosophy did not tend to check the flow of Mrs.
Macdonald’s troubled spirit. A whole week went by, which she passed
chiefly in tears, and in drawing gloomy pictures of the details of the
life which would soon, soon be hers. "I shall have to wear a poke
bonnet and a shawl," she remarked, in a doleful tone one day, "and I
never could bear a shawl, even when they were in fashion--horrid cold
things." At meals, of course, poor lady, she had to keep a cheerful
countenance, so that her guests should not suspect how badly things were
going with them; but Nancy noticed that she ate very little, and like
most young people, her chief idea for a panacea for all woes took the
form of food. In Mrs. Macdonald’s case, it took the form of fresh tea
and hot buttered toast; and, really, I would be sorry to say how much
tea was used in that household during those few days, by way of
bolstering its mistress’s strength and spirits against what might happen
in the immediate future.
The fortnight of grace soon passed away, and with every day Mrs.
Macdonald’s spirits sank lower and lower. She looked old and aged and
worn; and Nancy’s heart ached when she realised that there was no
prospect of anything turning up, and apparently no chance of the danger
which threatened them being averted. What money had come in had mostly
been imperatively required to meet daily expenses. It seemed
preposterous that people with a large house as they had should be in
such straits for so small a sum; and yet, if they began selling their
belongings, which, with the exception of the cameo brooch and Mrs.
Macdonald’s keeper ring, almost entirely consisted of furniture, she
knew that it would be impossible to replace them, or even to dispose of
them without the knowledge of their guests. She hardly liked to suggest
it to her mother, and yet she felt that when the last day came, she
would have no other course open to her.
It was the evening before the last day of grace, and still the needful
sum had not been set aside. Twice during the day Mrs. Macdonald had
subsided in tears and wretchedness into the old armchair by their little
sitting-room fire, while Nancy had brought her fresh fragrant tea and a
little covered plate of hot buttered toast, and had delicately urged her
to decide between selling the precious brooch and appealing to one or
other of the boarders for an advance payment.
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