Ada Elizabeth made no complaint. If asked her mind by the officious
Gerty, she said she did not care, and the answer was accepted as literal
truth by her mother and sister. But Ada Elizabeth did care. She was
not jealous, mind--alas! no, poor child--she was only miserable, crushed
with an ever-present consciousness of her own deficiencies and
shortcomings, with a sense that in having been born plain and in having
taken after her father she had done her mother an irreparable injury,
had offered her the deepest insult possible! She honestly felt that it
was a hard trial to her mother that she should have such a plain and
dull child. More than once she made a desperate effort to chatter after
Gerty’s fashion, but somehow the Dicki’son family did not appreciate the
attempt. Gerty stared at her and sniggered, and her mother told her
with fretful promptness that she did not know what she was talking
about; and poor Ada Elizabeth withdrew into herself, as it were, and
became more reserved--"more like her father"--than ever, cherishing no
resentment against those who had so mercilessly snubbed her, but only
feeling more intensely than ever that she was unlike the rest of the
world, and that her fate was to be seen as little as possible and not
heard at all.
CHAPTER II
The time had come round for the great annual examination of the National
Schools where the young Dicki’sons received their education, and on the
great day itself the children came in at tea-time full to overflowing
with the results of their efforts. And Ada Elizabeth was full of it
too, but not to overflowing; on the contrary, she crept into the
kitchen, where her father and mother and little two-year-old
Miriam--commonly called "Mirry"--were already seated at the table, and
put her school-bag away in its place with a shamefaced air, as if she,
being an ignominious failure, could have no news to bring.
"Well," exclaimed Mrs. Dicki’son to Gerty, who threw her hat and bag
down and wriggled into her seat with her mouth already open to tell her
tale, "did you get a prize?"
"No, I didn’t, Mother," returned Gerty glibly. "A nasty old crosspatch
Miss Simmonds is; she always did hate me, and I think she hates me worse
than ever now. Anyway, she didn’t give me a prize--just to show her
spite, nasty thing!"
Mrs. Dicki’son always declared that her husband was a slow man; and he
looked up slowly then and fixed his dull eyes upon Gerty’s flushed face.
"H’m!" he remarked, in a dry tone, and then closed his lips tight and
helped himself to another slice of bread and butter.
Gerty’s flushed face grew a fine scarlet. She knew only too well what
the "h’m" and the dry tone and the tightly-closed lips meant, and made
haste to change the subject, or, at least, to turn the interest of the
conversation from herself to her sister.
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