Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of AlternativesMoore, Frank Frankfort
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Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of Alternatives
Moore, Frank Frankfort
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The day was less grey at Sandyclifife than it had been at the Manor, and
certainly the air was cooler. A breeze was blowing shorewards, bearing
in every breath the sweet salt smell of the Channel. It came very
gratefully to that poor weary lady sitting there waiting for what the
next hour should bring to her.
But what could it bring to her except disaster? The man had told her
that he had no intention of making an attempt to punish her son; but
what did it matter about the man or his intentions? It was not the
consequences of the act that troubled her, it was the sin of the act.
The thought that a son of hers--her only son--should be guilty of
anything so base, so cruel, so mean, so selfish, made her feel sadder
than she would have felt had the news been brought to her that he was
dead.
She felt that so long as she lived there would cling to her the
consciousness that she had brought into the world a son who had been
guilty of an act of vice which she could never condone. That was what
her whole future would be--clouded with that consciousness, when she had
been hoping so much that was good for the days to come.
And then, like every other good woman who is a mother of sons whose feet
have strayed from the straight road, she began to think if she had any
reason to reproach herself for his lapse. Had anything that she had
said or done led up to his commission of the baseness? Was she to be
reproached because of the ease with which she had withdrawn whatever
distaste she had at first felt for the idea of his wishing to marry a
girl who was not socially in his own rank of life? Surely not. If she
had opposed his wishes as so many other mothers would have done, she
might find reason for some self-reproach; but she had been kind and
sympathetic and had taken the girl to her heart; and yet this was how
he had shown his appreciation of her kindness--of her ridding herself
of every prejudice that she might reasonably have had in regard to
his loving of a girl situated as Priscilla was. This was how he was
rewarding her!
The impression of which she was conscious at that moment was only one of
disappointment--supreme disappointment--such disappointment as one may
feel at the end of one’s life on finding out that the object for which
one has lived and laboured from the beginning to the end is absolutely
worthless. She felt sad, not angry. She felt that if her son were to
appear before her she could weep, but she could not denounce him.
While she sat there thinking over the whole matter, her tears began to
fall before she became aware of it; and it was while she was holding
her handkerchief to her eyes that they came up, her son and Priscilla,
walking across the springy turf of the lawn so that she heard no sound
of their approach.
When she removed all the tears that a handkerchief can remove--it only
touches the outward ones--they were standing before her.
She did not cry out; she did not start. She only looked at them and
turned away her head.
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