Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of AlternativesMoore, Frank Frankfort
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Priscilla and Charybdis: A Story of Alternatives
Moore, Frank Frankfort
Fiction
A window was being opened in one of the rooms above where he sat. Why
was not that the window of her room? Why was it not opened to let her
speak out to him--to whisper to him that she was there--waiting for
him--waiting for him? He was a sane man under the influence of a
pure passion--a passion whose chief property it is to stimulate the
imagination even of the unimaginative; and every sound that he heard
breaking the silence of this exquisite summer night had this effect upon
him. He felt that he could not live without her. He had fallen into such
a condition of thinking about her as made it impossible for him to weigh
in connection with her such considerations as prudence, propriety and
Mrs. Grundy; all that he knew, or was capable of knowing, was that he
loved her, and that he wanted her to be with him always--he loved her
and nothing else in the world; he was incapable of loving anything else
in the world. She absorbed all the love of which he was capable. He felt
that he should be deserving of the fate of Ananias and Sapphira his wife
if he had kept back any of his possessions of love from her to bestow
upon some one else. He cared nothing for anything in the heaven above
or the earth beneath, or the waters that are under the earth, apart from
her; but with her he felt that he loved them all!
This was the condition of the man who had never in his life been
involved in an affair in which love played any but the most subordinate
part. He had had his chances, as most men who have lived for nearly
thirty years with no recognized occupation usually have. If he had
caused the worldly mothers of eligible daughters (and too many of them)
who were aware of his prospects, to hold him in contempt, he had at the
same time caused the husbands of uncertain wives no uneasiness whatever
He had had his little episodes, of course--those patches of pattern
which go so far to relieve the fabric of a man’s life from monotony;
but, to continue the simile, this pattern had not been printed in fast
colours; it had not stood the test of time or cold water, but had faded
out of his life, leaving scarcely a trace behind. He had never believed
himself to be capable of rising to the dizzy heights of such a passion
as this in whose grasp he felt himself, high above the earth and all
earthly considerations. He was astonished at first when he found himself
walking about the turf of the tennis ground in order to catch a
glimpse of her--detesting the play, and so making it pretty hot for his
opponents because it stood between her and himself; cursing the nice
people who had found her so nice that they took care to keep her near
themselves; and at last leaving the ground in sheer despair of being
able to find her alone, so that he could sit beside her and watch her
face, or the exquisite lines of her figure down to her fairy feet which
he wanted to kiss.
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