Prisoner for BlasphemyFoote, G. W. (George William)
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Prisoner for Blasphemy
Foote, G. W. (George William)
Blasphemy; Trials (Blasphemy) -- Great Britain
At first I marched as stiff as a poker, drawing myself together, as
it were, into the smallest compass, to avoid the contamination of
the company, most of whom were poor, repulsive specimens of humanity,
survivals in our civilised age of the lower types of barbarous or savage
times. Most of them were young and had a reckless bearing, but a few
were middle-aged, and some were obviously old hands who "knew the
ropes," were reconciled to their fate, and resolved on making the best
of the situation. Tramp, tramp, tramp! My very life seemed reduced to
this monotonous shuffle. I half fancied myself in a new kind of hell,
ranked in an everlasting procession of aimless feet, mechanically
following a convict's coat in front of me, and as mechanically followed
by the wearer of a similar coat behind. But as I passed the great window
at the end of the wing the blessed light of the silvery winter sun
sometimes streamed through the dense glass upon my face, rays of
the eternal splendor coming so many millions of miles from the
great fire-fount, how indifferent, as Perdita saw, to the artificial
distinctions of men! I felt refreshed, but the feeling wore off as I
returned to the gloomy corridor, skirting cells on the right, and on the
left a low rail that offered the suicide a tempting leap into the arms
of Death. All this time I was living an intense inward life, but
I suppose there was a far-away look in my eyes, for now and then a
prisoner would say "Cheer up, sir." I smiled at this consolatory effort,
for although I was disgusted, I was not despondent. Occasionally
an attempt was made to drag me into conversation, but I parried all
advances with as little offence as possible. One dirty short man,
grievously afflicted with scurvy, or something worse, several times
manoeuvred to get behind me, and at last he succeeded. "How long ye
doin', mate?" No answer. "I say, mate, how long ye doin'?" No answer. "A
damned long time, _I_ know, or they wouldn' give ye a ---- new suit like
that, ye stuck-up ------."
What oaths I heard in that wretched gaol! No abomination of human speech
is unknown to me. One particularly vile expletive was fashionable during
my imprisonment; it seasoned every phrase, and preceded every adjective.
Its constant iteration was sickening, until long experience made me
callous. How thankful I should be to Judge North for trying to purify
me in that mud-bath of rascality. I can never forget the debt of
gratitude--and I never will!
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