Oh, how he wanted to see Nanna! Oh, how he wanted to see her! Just to
hold her hand, and kiss her face, and sit by her side for an hour
or two! He did not wish either her conscience or his own less tender,
but he thought that now, perhaps, they might be cousins and friends,
and so comfort and help each other in the daily trials of their
hard, lonely lives.
One day, when he was much stronger, as he sat by the open window
thinking of these things, John Priestly came to read to him. John
had a faculty of choosing the sweetest and most comfortable
portions of the Book in his hand. This selection was not without
purpose. He had learned from David's delirious complainings the
intense piety of the youth, and the spiritual despair which had
intensified his sufferings. And he hoped God, through him, would
say a word of comfort to the sorrowful heart. So he chose, with
the sweet determination of love, the most glorious and the most
abounding words of the divine Father.
David listened with a reserved acceptance. It was in a measure a new
Scripture to him. It appeared partial. When John read, with a kind
of triumph, that the Lord "is long-suffering to us-ward, not willing
that _any_ should perish, but that _all_ should come to repentance,"
David made a slight movement of dissent; and John asked:
"Is not that a noble love? Thee believes in it, David?"
"No."
The word was softly but positively uttered.
"What then, David?"
"'Some men and angels are predestined unto everlasting life, and
others foreordained to everlasting death; and their number is so
certain and definite that it cannot be either increased or
diminished.'" And David quoted these words from the Confession of
Faith with such confidence and despair that John trembled at them.
"David! David!" he cried. "Jesus Christ came to seek and to save the
lost."
"It is impossible for the lost to be saved," answered David, with a
somber confidence; "only the elect, predestined to salvation."
"And the rest of mankind, David? what of them?"
"God has been pleased to ordain them to wrath, that his justice may
be satisfied and glorified."
"David, who made thee such a God as this? Where did thee learn about
him? How can thee love him?"
"It is in the Confession of Faith. And, oh, John Priestly, I do love
him! Yes, I love him, though he has hid his face from me and, I fear,
cast me off forever."
"Dear heart," said John, "thee is wronging thy best Friend."
"If I could think so! Oh, if I could think so!"
"Well, then, as we are inquiring after God, and nothing less, is it
not fair to take him at his own word?"
David looked inquiringly at John, but made no answer.
"I mean, will it not be more just to believe what God says of himself
than to believe what men,--priests,--long ago dead, have said about
him?"
"I think that."
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