Prisons and Prayer; Or, a Labor of LoveWheaton, Elizabeth Ryder
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Prisons and Prayer; Or, a Labor of Love
Wheaton, Elizabeth Ryder
Evangelistic work; Prisons
I know you are my friend and everybody's friend. I heard your
kind letter and cannot help writing to you. I cannot write very
good, so please excuse mistakes. Your letter found all the girls
well. I have often thought of you and wished that I could be a
Christian like you; but I am a poor sinner and have been all my
life. I never heard one word out of the Bible in my life till I
got in jail. I never had any Christian parents, and therefore I
am a deep sinner, but I want to do better. My conscience tells me
that I must try to be a better woman. I have been a very bad
girl, but I think my Savior will forgive me, if I repent in
time. Sometimes I nearly go crazy just thinking what a life I
have led. O if I would die now what would become of me? I want
you to pray for me, mother, for I do believe you can help me by
praying for me.
I have not long in here now. My time expires on the 25th day of
December, 1899; pray that I will be a better girl. I want to go
home to my brother if I can when I leave here. I am tired of this
life. My soul is tired. O, I am so wicked! I have tried to pray
the best I knew and I got scared. Something seemed to bother me,
and I was afraid to go to sleep. Mother, why do I get scared? Is
it because I have sinned so much? But I will try again and again.
I am willing to do right and live an honest life, and I will or
die in the attempt. I have had a lot of trouble in my life and it
drove me to all my downfalls, but I can see that I am sending my
soul to everlasting torment, so I want to turn now and seek for
the Lord. Tell me how I can, mother.
Mother, this is the best I can do; may God bless you in all your
undertakings. The matron was glad to hear from you and also the
girls. Pray for me.
ANNA 4309.
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Waupun, Wis., March 6, 1899.
Dear Sister Wheaton:
Thank God I received your kind and Christian letter last week. We
are getting along nicely with our meetings and I know and feel
that God is with us every day and especially the eleven that have
given their hearts to God and let His dear hand guide their every
footstep.
Our dear Matron gave me your letter. I am as contented as can be.
I believe it God's will that I should be here, and His will be
done. I love our dear Heavenly Father with all my heart and soul
and I love all my sisters and brothers and I love my enemies and
I pray for them and ask God to bless them.
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