‘There is no question of “incumbrance.” I love the lad. I delight
to see him growing happier every day, and to know that his powers
are expanding in the direction best suited to them. It is not every
one who can secure the pleasure of enabling an artist nature to grow
and develop in a congenial soil. As to his being “a pensioner on my
bounty,” excuse me, mother, I mean no disrespect when I say that I
dislike that expression intensely. If you had not used those words, I
should not have mentioned that Hugo knows nothing at all of this. All
he knows is that I am his guardian. I let him live under the impression
that I guard not only himself, but his property. And that impression
must not be disturbed. I will not have his happiness embittered just
when he should be able to throw aside all care for everything except
his studies. He is intensely sensitive. I never approach the subject
with him--you understand?’
‘I suppose I do. But I consider it the most amazing piece of folly I
ever heard of. How do you know what he may turn out?’
‘How, indeed? At least he will have had every inducement to turn out
well; and, unless I am much mistaken, he will do so. It is not only
his name and lineage that is noble.’
‘I thought you were a _Radical_’ observed Mrs. Mallory.
‘My dear mother!’
‘That Frau von Birkenau must have been a clever woman--too clever for
you, at any rate.’
‘Please don’t say anything against her. I would as soon say anything
against you as against her,’ said Sebastian, calmly; and his mother,
meeting his eyes, found herself blushing for her own meanness. Such
signs of sensibility are often reckoned hopeful.
‘Is he to be always here?’ she asked quickly, to cover her confusion.
‘I don’t know. He will please himself. At present England is new to
him. He may enjoy it, or study it, until he gets tired of it; and then,
I expect, he will go to some German musical _Conservatoire_ to study,
just as he pleases. I shall give him his choice.’
‘Humph!’ said Mrs. Mallory, with indescribable significance of tone.
‘But I repeat, he is never to be told of his position. I shall explain
it all to him myself, when circumstances make it desirable. And I think
you will get to like him, mother. He is the best-hearted fellow, and
absolutely adores those who are kind to him. He is a perfect child in
some ways.’
‘I don’t like young men who are like children.’
‘Well, I like Hugo. It would pain me exceedingly to have any
misunderstanding with him,’ said he, with an emphasis unusual to him,
as he turned again to the piano, and solaced himself with a waltz of
Schubert.
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