From Coblenz they had gone to Wetzlar, in the vain and illusory hope
that there they might find an audience, and receive remuneration. The
projected concert never took place, but certain other things did.
They spent altogether a week in the sleepy old town. They floated in
a little boat up the river, between the rows of poplars and the level
meads; they sat under the shadow of the grim old _Heidenthurm_ of the
cathedral, and looked over all the landscape below. Adrienne sat upon
the wall above Goethe’s _Brunnen_, and looked at the girls coming to
fill their pitchers, and said to Sebastian, who was standing beside
her, and looking earnestly down at her,
‘I wonder if it was to such a well that Hermann came and helped
Dorothea? I could almost fancy so. Could not you?’
‘I think I could,’ Sebastian had answered, looking, not at the well,
but at her.
With each day that he saw her, his admiration for her grew greater. She
was a fair jewel in a poor setting. Her gentleness, her dignity under
trouble and sorrow, her
‘Festen Muth in schweren Leiden,’
impressed him, delighted him. Her flashes of quaint humour, which
showed him how gay the spirit she owned might be, if only the sun would
shine a little upon its dwelling-place; her grace, her intellect,
attracted him irresistibly; and he loved, too, the quiet independence
with which she met him; the calm dignity with which she ignored his
wealth, his position, his advantages, and treated him as her equal--no
more, no less.
Amongst the list of events which made, as it were, a gaily coloured,
kaleidoscopic pattern in his memory, that week at Wetzlar stood out
from the rest, like a little patch of pure gold, like the lucent
background on which stands out, pure and clear, some mediæval Madonna.
One morning, when he went to call upon them, he found Adrienne in sore
distress, which she tried in vain to conceal. She was alone, and he
had succeeded at last in getting her to confess what troubled her. A
creditor of her father’s pressed hard for a certain sum of money, due
long ago. That fact was in itself painful enough, but it alone would
not have been sufficient to break down Adrienne’s calm and steadfast
courage. It was her father’s manner of accepting, or not accepting, his
position, which alarmed and made her wretched. More than once he had
uttered dark and oracular hints as to the wisdom of leaving a world
which was full of nothing but misery and contradictions. At that time
he was in his room, and had refused to see her or speak to her. She
did not know what would happen, what he might or might not do; and
Sebastian saw the young girl’s courage fail for the first time, for the
first time saw her fold her hands, and, with tear-stained eyes, ask
piteously,
‘What am I to do?’
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