Then he turned to his writing again. Mr. Whitaker said, ‘Ah, that is
all right, then,’ and immediately took a ticket and began to write.
Myles felt as if everything was reeling around him, and himself
with the rest. He caught at the top of a chair by the table and
steadied himself, feeling as if he were some one else, some strange,
alien, degraded being--one of the beggars of whom he used to read in
advanced periodicals, that they ought not to be relieved by private,
miscellaneous almsgiving; but should all be ticketed and classified,
and strictly watched and overlooked. It was as the bitterness of death,
and must be borne unmoved, standing composedly and decently.
All the time he still supported himself by the back of the chair,
unable, from very weakness and dizziness, to move. The gentleman
who sat in it rose, and looked at him from a pair of keen, stern,
steel-gray eyes.
‘You look ill, young man,’ said he. ‘Come with me, and I will show you
where to get the money.’
He took the ticket in his hand, and, taking Myles’s arm, led him away
through a side-door, into a small sort of anteroom. Here he bade Myles
sit down, and he took from a cupboard some wine--red wine, which he
poured into a glass and gave to Myles with a piece of bread.
‘Take that,’ said he, ‘and drink the wine, or you will be ill before
you get home. You have fasted long. You should have come sooner. How
long is it since you had any food?’
‘About thirty-six hours, I think,’ said Myles, looking at him as
he took the glass in his hand. It was Canon Ponsonby, ‘the radical
parson,’ the man who ought to have been a prime minister, but who, as
Rector of Thanshope, earned more love than falls to the lot of most
prime ministers, charm they never so wisely.
His stern face softened as he looked upon the figure before him.
‘You have a right spirit,’ said he. ‘I know your name, and who you are.
Your sister attends the parish church. You----’
‘Attend no church at all. I’m a free thinker.’
‘Are you? I don’t think you will ever solve your riddle by
free-thinking. But shake hands. I wish you were one of my flock.’
‘If anything could make me one of a flock, it would be that you are the
shepherd, sir,’ said Myles, finishing his bread and wine, and feeling a
warmed life in his veins and at his heart.
‘See!’ said Canon Ponsonby, ‘here is the weekly allowance to which
your ticket entitles you. Do not trouble to call at the office. Good
morning.’ He took the young man’s hand. ‘I have long known of you. I am
glad to have seen you. God have you in His keeping!’
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