He felt it to be very likely
himself; but to go and see her, to hear such a thing from her own lips,
was more than his will had strength to accomplish.
Myles had at one time heartily despised Sebastian Mallory; and later,
with little more reason, had as intensely disliked him. Now that was
all changed, and he himself was surprised to find how utterly and
entirely his resentment had burnt out, vanished, evaporated. He could
see his (as he considered him) successful rival without any other
feeling than one of quiet, despairing indifference. His most active
wish, when he was conscious of actively wishing anything, was that all
this could somehow come to an end, that some change would soon take
place.
The change was approaching, in a manner so unexpected, so utterly
terrible and unthought of, that if his sore and weary heart led him
somewhat astray, a just and righteously acting world must not blame him
too severely. When the eyes are dim with watching, when every nerve is
irritable from long strain and a cruel endless tension, when calamity
quickly succeeds calamity, it is not given to all men to act exactly as
they ought to do.
On the morning of the day on which Mrs. Mallory had been so signally
defeated as regarded Miss Blisset, Myles Heywood received a letter.
Address and contents were alike in a handwriting unknown to him.
The epistle was simply headed ‘Thanshope,’ with the date following.
He turned it over, and the subscription puzzled him--‘A Christian
Well-wisher,’ it was signed. Marvelling at the whole thing, he began at
the beginning, and read it through.
‘Do you know,’ began the ‘Christian Well-wisher,’ ‘what position you
are standing in? Do you know to whom you really owe your situation?
You owe it to your friend Mr. Sebastian Mallory. Ask him if he did
not get Canon Ponsonby’s casting vote, which, with his own, got you
in. I thought you were determined to owe nothing to him. Do you know
that, with all his fair professions, he is stealing a march upon you
in one direction--that if you don’t either make sure of a certain
young lady, or give her up altogether, you will soon look a great
fool? I say this because it is well known that you and she are, or
were, great friends. Ask any one you know, almost any one in the town
of Thanshope, what is said about you and her, and see if I have not
written the truth. There is one way open to you out of this, and one
only--you can leave the place. I take a real interest in you, and
advise this, supposing that you do feel some grief at having caused
her to be spoken about in such a manner. Of course you are at liberty
either to take my advice or leave it. I should think there cannot be
much doubt which is the most manly, not to say Christian, course.
A CHRISTIAN WELL-WISHER.’
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