‘Why so _sincere_? You speak so emphatically that I begin to doubt your
sincerity. Why congratulate me at all?’
‘What a question! I always understood, from your own words, that
you looked forward to your twenty-first birthday as a moment of
emancipation, when you would not be trodden down any more, and could
really show the sex which fails to meet your approval what you think of
them, and----’
‘I wish you would not keep talking in that way,’ said Helena. ‘It does
not amuse me in the least, and I don’t see what fun there is in it.’
‘Fun! I had no idea of fun! You shock me. I am in the most solemn
earnest I beg to be allowed to offer my congratulations to the heroine
of the present occasion, and to wish you “many happy returns of this
day.” You will permit me to do that?’
‘I am not a heroine, and the present occasion requires anything but
congratulations,’ was all Helena said.
Her wonted brilliance and high spirits had quite deserted her, even
in the presence of Sebastian Mallory, for whose delectation they
were usually wont to flow rather more rapidly than at other times.
In this new and more pensive mood Sebastian found the charm, which
he had always owned, a strong one. He had never before found her so
attractive. Her dress was less splendid, and more airy and girlish
than usual. It was white and full and flowing, suggestive of _tulle
illusion_ and silvery clouds, and was dotted all over with little
bunches of rosebuds. There was a string of pearls around her lovely
throat; and, for all her paleness and downcast looks, her beauty came
out triumphant.
‘She is a lovely creature!’ he thought, glancing downwards at the
serious face and the dark lashes which swept her cheek.
‘Not a heroine!’ he said. ‘You must be one to-night, whether you like
it or not. And as for congratulations, I could offer you a hundred
reasons why people should congratulate you; but to confine myself to
one, you are Helena Spenceley. Don’t you think that is reason enough
for congratulation?’
They had wandered into a little anteroom, divided by curtains from one
of the other sitting-rooms, and as Sebastian asked the last question
they were standing in the middle of the room, and Helena looked at him.
Her face was sad, and her eyes were bright with tears.
‘It is of no use; you cannot make me angry to-night, even by laughing
at me. But if you want the satisfaction of knowing that your remarks
wound me, take it: it is so.’
‘Helena! Miss Spenceley!’ he stammered, in confusion, for his words had
not been free from malice, and he knew it. What he had not known was
that Helena was in no mood for battle--that she did not even wish to
quarrel with him.
‘If you are offended, I beg your pardon,’ he said. ‘I did not mean
anything like what you imagine. And, since you do not choose to be
congratulated, I withdraw the congratulations. May I say you have my
good wishes?’
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