‘You are hard upon me to say that. It gives me such pleasure to thank
you, but you deserve at my hands that I should comply with your
wishes--after what you have done for me. But you cannot guess what a
delightful feeling it is to one so lonely as I, to suddenly discover
that there is some one who has been not afraid to stand up for her--and
to some purpose.’
‘I should have thought you would have many friends,’ remarked Myles,
endeavouring to change the too-fascinating subject.
‘I--no indeed. I don’t think any one with fewer friends ever lived.’
‘But you may have left friends behind you on the Continent?’
A momentary pause while he looked at her. It was as though some sudden
blow had struck the words back from her lips to her heart--then she
said steadily,
‘Some few; but chiefly benefactors rather than friends--benefactors
who befriended and helped me in my loneliness and destitution, for my
father and I were sometimes almost destitute.’
‘Destitute?’ echoed Myles, shocked.
‘Oh yes! I have not always lived in Lancashire, you know. No one seems
to be poor here. I have known what it is to look at a piece of money
worth sixpence, and know that if I spent that upon my supper I should
not have a penny in the morning to buy breakfast with.’
‘But not seriously?’
‘I assure you it seemed very serious to me. I have sunk lower. I have
known what it was to go supperless to bed, wondering what poor little
trinket or book I could spare in order to get a breakfast next morning.’
Myles was silent, and Adrienne continued,
‘That, you know, is what is not considered respectable for a young
lady.’
‘Hang respectability!’ was all he said.
‘Not at all! I like it. After all the fever and the turmoils, and the
ups and downs, and dreadful uncertainties of that life, my present one
is like Paradise. Oh, rest is a very sweet thing--rest and security,
and a strong arm to help you.’ (Myles turned to her with parted lips.)
‘Your home is beautiful. That sister of yours is so calm and good. I
love her already. She must be very dear to you.’
‘Ay, I love Mary dearly.’
‘Yes. Both she and you, and all of you, look as if you had had a home
all your lives. Do you think I might go to see them again?’
‘They’ll only be too glad. I never thought you could sympathise so
much--with our sort,’ said Myles, constrainedly.
‘To-morrow you will come to Stonegate, will you not? and then I will
tell you my story, and you will perhaps understand how it is that I
sympathise with “your sort,” as you call it, and why I think so much of
what you have done for me.’
‘I will come with pleasure.’
‘To-morrow afternoon, then, I shall expect you.’
They walked the rest of the way in silence, and Myles left her at the
gate.
CHAPTER X.
‘Deeper and deeper still.’
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