Problematic Characters: A NovelSpielhagen, Friedrich
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Problematic Characters: A Novel
Spielhagen, Friedrich
Fiction
his back to me and began once more to dust the statues and pictures
with his tall fly-brush. 'Excuse me, dear grandfather,' I said.--'I am
not your grandfather,' replied the old man, quietly going on with his
occupation. 'Well, are you the keeper?' I asked. 'Yes, indeed, keeper
of the Museum, nothing else.'--'And where have they put all the works
of art which have been produced since that time?'--'Since that
memorable year,' said the old man, 'nothing worth speaking of has been
achieved. A few schools of art have been formed here and there, but
they have produced nothing that can be called artistic. The artists
lack the proper faith, and without faith nothing great can be painted
or sculptured or written'--when he said this he looked at me
reprovingly--'Or written,' I repeated, abated, thinking of my
unsuccessful efforts--'Or written,' he continued, 'and then the world
has become so indifferent, and critics have become so very sharp and
severe, that they have lost that naïve simplicity and dreamy security
without which, unfortunately--but now I must beg you to leave; the bell
has been ringing for some time, and you are the very last.' He
accompanied me to the entrance, showed me the door, and invited me with
a stiff bow to walk out. I did so--the door closed with a crash and--I
awoke.
"After that dream," continued Bemperlein, "I made no more efforts.
Without faith no sermon can be written, I said to myself, and even if
one could be written it could not be delivered, at least not by a man
like yourself, who has a little conscience left, and neither chick nor
child, such as have tempted many an honest man to write and say things
which he can only on that plea defend before God and the world. I felt
clearly that I could not become a minister of the gospel, and I
therefore wrote this morning to the patron of that church, thanking him
for the honor he had done me, and declining his offer, because I had
decided to accompany Julius to Grunwald. For, as I was writing the
sentence, the idea occurred to me. I went at once to Frau von Berkow to
tell her of my resolution, and she seemed to be delighted. Now, my dear
sir, after you have had the goodness to listen to this long story of
mine, pray tell me, what would you do in my place? Consider that
I am already twenty-eight years old, and that I still have all my
twenty-eight teeth. The wisdom-teeth have not yet appeared, perhaps
because Nature has forgotten them, or because of a wise provision of
Fate, which remembered how little I would often have to bite in this
life."
"What I would do in your place," said Oswald, "if I were such a brave,
conscientious, excellent----"
"Pray don't, my dear sir," said Bemperlein, blushing all over.
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